file:///C:/Users/esthe/Documents/UH Manoa/Dissertation/ELAN Transcriptions/Completed ELAN Files/di019-08082024-D.eaf Tuesday, April 28, 2026, 2:12 PM Emma hmm TC 00:00:00.015 - 00:00:00.432 TC 00:00:00.023 - 00:00:00.314 Emma itst rekordirn mir TC 00:00:00.523 - 00:00:02.289 Esther uh, vos zogstu? yo okey, mir rek—okey TC 00:00:03.122 - 00:00:05.782 TC 00:00:03.139 - 00:00:04.786 Emma yo, un tsum erstns, vi heystu? TC 00:00:05.467 - 00:00:10.068 Esther uh, mayn nomen iz ester, ester henshe lowen TC 00:00:10.175 - 00:00:13.510 Emma ah vos? TC 00:00:13.534 - 00:00:14.388 Esther ester hen—henshe lowen oder ester henshy lowen yo TC 00:00:14.293 - 00:00:17.679 Emma mhm TC 00:00:15.862 - 00:00:16.835 Emma mhm TC 00:00:17.179 - 00:00:18.117 Emma un TC 00:00:18.343 - 00:00:19.855 Emma uh, vi geyt es dir? TC 00:00:20.182 - 00:00:22.606 Esther ikh bin gut TC 00:00:23.085 - 00:00:24.277 Esther a bisl um TC 00:00:24.283 - 00:00:26.909 Esther ikh hob nisht geshlofn azoy sakh, ober, um, s'iz gut TC 00:00:27.658 - 00:00:31.060 Emma haha yo TC 00:00:29.210 - 00:00:30.841 TC 00:00:31.640 - 00:00:32.174 Emma un, vu voynstu? TC 00:00:31.674 - 00:00:34.267 Esther uh, ikh voyn in montreal, uh mir zaynen dort TC 00:00:34.374 - 00:00:38.097 Emma mhm TC 00:00:38.593 - 00:00:39.363 Esther ikh hof az nisht, so me geyt TC 00:00:39.538 - 00:00:41.287 Emma yo TC 00:00:41.816 - 00:00:42.569 Esther ken ikh redn? okey TC 00:00:42.069 - 00:00:43.484 Emma okey TC 00:00:43.115 - 00:00:43.897 Esther um TC 00:00:43.484 - 00:00:44.358 Emma yo, in montreol TC 00:00:43.897 - 00:00:45.826 Esther i—ikh voyn in montreal, um TC 00:00:45.326 - 00:00:48.172 Emma mhm TC 00:00:46.659 - 00:00:47.632 Esther yo TC 00:00:48.414 - 00:00:49.184 Emma un, fun vanen kumstu? TC 00:00:48.887 - 00:00:50.686 Esther ikh bin ufgevaksn in tosh TC 00:00:51.114 - 00:00:53.516 Esther uh, vos iz in droysn fun montreal azoy vi TC 00:00:53.516 - 00:00:56.913 Emma vu iz dos TC 00:00:53.662 - 00:00:54.534 Esther ikh meyn eyne halb sho, halb sho, ikh gedenkt nisht, um TC 00:00:57.425 - 00:01:00.811 Emma mhm TC 00:00:59.788 - 00:01:00.744 Esther vos iz in Boisbriand TC 00:01:01.087 - 00:01:02.721 Emma mhm TC 00:01:02.690 - 00:01:03.680 Esther uh, azoy vi a suburb TC 00:01:02.721 - 00:01:04.434 Emma mhm TC 00:01:04.074 - 00:01:04.929 Esther um, un dort bin ikh ufgevaksn in de kiryas tosh, vos iz azoy vi a kehile fun, um khasidishe men—uh, satmar TC 00:01:04.434 - 00:01:14.145 Esther kehile TC 00:01:14.145 - 00:01:15.070 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:01:14.570 - 00:01:16.049 Esther um TC 00:01:15.887 - 00:01:17.281 Esther yo, ikh bin ufgevaksn dort biz, uh, biz um, biz ikh hob geven, uh, ikh zibn akht yor alt TC 00:01:18.469 - 00:01:26.819 Esther so, ikh bin, ikh bin ufgevaksn dort TC 00:01:26.819 - 00:01:30.039 Esther ober um TC 00:01:30.281 - 00:01:31.760 Esther s'iz nokh alts in quebec ober nisht in montreal TC 00:01:32.137 - 00:01:34.460 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:01:33.960 - 00:01:34.915 Esther so, ikh ikh fil mikh nisht azoy vi, oh yo ikh bin geboyrn in montreal TC 00:01:34.550 - 00:01:37.919 Emma yo TC 00:01:37.419 - 00:01:38.341 Esther afile oyb ikh bin yo geboyrn in de shpitol, uh, the Jewish General, vayl zey hobn nisht keyn shpitol in de kehile TC 00:01:38.685 - 00:01:45.310 Emma ah TC 00:01:41.773 - 00:01:42.948 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:01:44.895 - 00:01:46.559 Esther yo TC 00:01:46.599 - 00:01:47.268 Emma tsi du vilst zogn, vi alt bistu? TC 00:01:49.957 - 00:01:52.280 Esther yo, ikh bin dray un tsvansik yor alt TC 00:01:52.050 - 00:01:54.355 Emma un TC 00:01:55.340 - 00:01:56.718 Esther shoyn bald uh finf un tsvansik in october TC 00:01:55.357 - 00:01:58.726 Emma mhm TC 00:01:58.378 - 00:01:59.350 Emma un, tsi du vilst zogn, vos iz dayn min oder pronomen nitstu? TC 00:02:00.605 - 00:02:04.869 Esther um TC 00:02:04.942 - 00:02:06.320 Esther so de verter existn nisht in tosh, haha, oder ikh hob nisht geken de verter in tosh so TC 00:02:06.799 - 00:02:13.309 Emma mhm TC 00:02:09.515 - 00:02:10.285 Esther um TC 00:02:13.309 - 00:02:14.668 Esther ikh bin nisht ufgevaksn mit gender as an idea meyn ikh, ober um TC 00:02:14.668 - 00:02:19.094 Esther shvere shayle TC 00:02:21.041 - 00:02:23.094 Emma yo, ikh ken zogn, vilt nisht entfern oder nisht, gornisht TC 00:02:21.969 - 00:02:27.835 Esther uh TC 00:02:25.884 - 00:02:26.975 Esther ikh veys nisht vi, um TC 00:02:27.420 - 00:02:30.620 Esther hmm TC 00:02:32.651 - 00:02:33.472 Emma s'iz nor far demografye mer veyniker TC 00:02:43.164 - 00:02:46.752 Esther yo yo ikh, ikh meyn az uh se art mikh nisht velkhe nomen du nitst, velkhe pronomen du nitst se art mikh nisht TC 00:02:44.784 - 00:02:51.933 Emma mhm TC 00:02:50.285 - 00:02:51.072 Esther s'iz nisht uh TC 00:02:51.956 - 00:02:53.688 Emma s—vos iz dos vort? sa—sa TC 00:02:51.990 - 00:02:54.346 Esther se art mikh nisht? oh, uh, s'iz nisht zeyer khoshev? s'iz nisht um TC 00:02:53.846 - 00:02:58.008 Emma mhm TC 00:02:54.994 - 00:02:56.067 Emma vikhtik? mhm, mhm TC 00:02:57.424 - 00:03:00.289 Esther yo s'iz nisht zeyer vikhtik TC 00:02:58.031 - 00:02:59.746 Emma okay TC 00:03:00.289 - 00:03:01.282 Emma un, vos tutstu far arbet? TC 00:03:01.845 - 00:03:05.500 Esther uh, ikh arbet in a cinema, ikh bin an assistant manager bay a cinema, so ikh um TC 00:03:05.540 - 00:03:12.284 Esther arbet mit mentshn unter mikh, un ikh arbet far mayn, de manager, ikh uh TC 00:03:12.358 - 00:03:18.089 Esther ikh, uh vi zogt men, ikh farkoyf esns, popcorn un drinks un whatever, un um, ikh tu oykh azoy vi a cashier TC 00:03:19.192 - 00:03:28.892 Emma yo TC 00:03:24.457 - 00:03:24.991 Esther ikh, ikh, ikh uh tseyl gelt, veys ikh tu zakh—ikh manage de cinema TC 00:03:28.892 - 00:03:33.412 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:03:33.131 - 00:03:34.255 Esther mit andere mentshn TC 00:03:33.519 - 00:03:34.964 Emma mhm TC 00:03:34.684 - 00:03:35.352 Esther yo, ikh bin nisht de eyntsike assistant manager TC 00:03:35.055 - 00:03:37.799 Emma yo TC 00:03:37.535 - 00:03:38.339 Esther yo TC 00:03:38.497 - 00:03:39.166 Esther ikh bin oykh a TC 00:03:39.375 - 00:03:41.895 Esther ikh, uh, shtudirt in university TC 00:03:41.895 - 00:03:44.397 TC 00:03:45.028 - 00:03:45.562 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:03:45.062 - 00:03:46.220 Esther uh, full time TC 00:03:45.720 - 00:03:46.625 Emma velkhe opteyl? TC 00:03:46.445 - 00:03:47.958 Esther uh vos heyst, uh vos ikh uh, vos ikh tu un, okey ikh um TC 00:03:48.150 - 00:03:53.071 Emma mm TC 00:03:52.082 - 00:03:53.088 Esther ikh shtudirt muzik? jazz TC 00:03:53.651 - 00:03:56.260 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:03:55.170 - 00:03:57.324 Esther yo, vos iz de word that you gezogt? opteyl, means program? okay TC 00:03:56.469 - 00:04:01.104 Emma opteyl, department? department TC 00:03:57.448 - 00:04:02.015 Esther okay TC 00:04:01.785 - 00:04:02.757 Emma meyn ikh, hah TC 00:04:02.578 - 00:04:03.753 Esther yo, s'iz in de fine arts department TC 00:04:04.384 - 00:04:06.892 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:04:06.392 - 00:04:07.702 Esther s'iz muzik, in the music program heyst es jazz studies TC 00:04:07.202 - 00:04:11.448 Emma mhm TC 00:04:11.066 - 00:04:11.865 Emma un du kenst trinken, tsi du vilst TC 00:04:11.865 - 00:04:14.691 Esther yo yo yo TC 00:04:13.395 - 00:04:14.570 Emma haha TC 00:04:14.691 - 00:04:15.802 Esther um, ikh ikh trink a gants tsayt s'iz uh TC 00:04:14.779 - 00:04:17.742 Emma dos iz gut TC 00:04:17.749 - 00:04:18.603 Emma dos iz gezunt TC 00:04:19.419 - 00:04:21.016 Esther ober s'iz kimat a stim at this point, like ikh trink, ikh trink azoy sakh TC 00:04:20.955 - 00:04:24.543 Emma haha TC 00:04:22.676 - 00:04:24.121 Esther un ikh hob nisht vos tsu ton trink ikh, vos meynt az ikh darf a gants tsayt to get into it TC 00:04:26.372 - 00:04:31.225 Emma un, vi alt bistu geven ven du host ongehoybn zikh tsu lernen yidish, oder tsu redn yidish TC 00:04:32.261 - 00:04:39.427 Esther so, yidish iz mayn, uh TC 00:04:39.230 - 00:04:42.079 Esther vi zogt men TC 00:04:42.079 - 00:04:42.746 Esther mame-loshn, yo, s'iz mayn ershte shrpakh, so, um TC 00:04:42.746 - 00:04:48.640 Esther fun ven ikh bin geboyrn, um TC 00:04:48.714 - 00:04:51.054 Esther uh, vi zogt men, um TC 00:04:51.785 - 00:04:54.496 Esther de mer, um TC 00:04:55.380 - 00:04:56.977 Esther fun vi ikh iz avekgangen fun tosh, red ikh veyniker veyniker yidish, so s'iz shverer tsi den yidish TC 00:04:57.523 - 00:05:02.900 Emma mhm TC 00:05:02.535 - 00:05:03.625 Esther un, ikh meyn TC 00:05:03.851 - 00:05:05.650 TC 00:05:06.568 - 00:05:07.254 Esther a por mol iz ikh zukh a vort, un s'iz nosht vegn ikh veys nisht velkhe vort tsu nitsn, s'iz vayl ikh veys az de vort ikh veys iz nisht mayne yidish, so, ikh vel trakhtn fun a vort un vel trakhtn azoy vi oh TC 00:05:07.361 - 00:05:17.981 Emma mmm TC 00:05:15.090 - 00:05:16.164 Esther um, spetsial oder um TC 00:05:17.981 - 00:05:20.770 Emma mhm TC 00:05:19.612 - 00:05:20.551 Esther uh TC 00:05:21.317 - 00:05:22.525 Esther ikh veys nisht vi tsu zogn, a vort, vos ikh trakht, oh neyn dos iz, shlomo's yidish, dos iz, a yidishiste yidish, ikh zukh mayn vort TC 00:05:22.852 - 00:05:29.984 Emma mhm TC 00:05:26.194 - 00:05:27.537 Emma mhm TC 00:05:28.252 - 00:05:29.427 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:05:29.704 - 00:05:31.270 Esther vos ikh ken nisht gedenkn TC 00:05:30.024 - 00:05:31.554 Emma mmm, mhm TC 00:05:31.270 - 00:05:33.444 Esther azoy vi min, ikh veyst de vort, ikh volt, ikh hob nisht gevus de vort far dem TC 00:05:32.539 - 00:05:38.135 Emma mhm TC 00:05:34.800 - 00:05:35.637 Emma yo, ikh meyn az s'iz nisht a gute vort af yidish in gantsn far gender, ober TC 00:05:37.145 - 00:05:42.759 TC 00:05:43.592 - 00:05:44.176 Esther ikh veys nisht, haha TC 00:05:44.537 - 00:05:47.045 Emma ikh ken keynem, yo TC 00:05:44.537 - 00:05:47.264 Esther yo, so, um, ikh hob barirm redn hekher meyn ikh, vayl s'iz do, mentshn in droysn TC 00:05:47.389 - 00:05:54.959 Emma haha TC 00:05:54.459 - 00:05:54.976 Esther so, ikh, ikh farges a gants tsayt, de verter vos iz de khasidishe verter far de, far epes a, a zakh oder TC 00:05:55.117 - 00:06:02.232 Esther de TC 00:06:02.289 - 00:06:03.560 Esther de, poylishe vort, un ikh gedenk nor de yidishiste vort, un s'iz shver tsu TC 00:06:03.560 - 00:06:08.560 Emma mhm TC 00:06:04.905 - 00:06:05.995 Emma mhm TC 00:06:06.845 - 00:06:07.885 Esther tsu um TC 00:06:08.769 - 00:06:10.248 Esther tsu visn, de difference, tsu vi, yo TC 00:06:10.794 - 00:06:13.539 Emma mhm, mhm, un du vilst zogn TC 00:06:12.650 - 00:06:15.901 Esther ikh vil nitsn mayne verter, yo, yo, vayl ikh vil gedenken vos iz geven de vort vos me genits TC 00:06:16.802 - 00:06:21.318 Emma [unintelligible] TC 00:06:16.852 - 00:06:17.938 Emma yo, yo TC 00:06:17.938 - 00:06:19.293 Emma yo TC 00:06:20.818 - 00:06:21.571 Esther vayl ikh, de mer vos ikh red mit mentshn vos zenen, uh, vi zogt men yidishistn TC 00:06:21.527 - 00:06:26.583 Esther ikh lern zeyer verter, ober ikh lern nisht mer, ikh gedenk nisht mer mayne verter vayl zey zenen nisht TC 00:06:26.640 - 00:06:32.742 Emma mhm TC 00:06:27.855 - 00:06:28.777 Emma yo, yo TC 00:06:31.247 - 00:06:33.282 Esther geven khasidish TC 00:06:32.782 - 00:06:34.413 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:06:34.031 - 00:06:35.527 Esther tsk, yo TC 00:06:35.229 - 00:06:36.050 Esther um, ikh meyn uh—fun de nekhtn, ikh hob getrakh—ikh vil, zay me zol baytn, ir zog toysh, un azoy, s'iz andersh TC 00:06:36.967 - 00:06:43.492 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:06:42.637 - 00:06:44.420 Emma woo TC 00:06:45.118 - 00:06:45.804 Emma dos ken geyn avek TC 00:06:46.569 - 00:06:48.149 Esther mhm TC 00:06:46.620 - 00:06:47.508 Emma ober mir veln redn mer TC 00:06:48.257 - 00:06:51.052 Emma ober tsum ershtns hob ikh bilder TC 00:06:51.260 - 00:06:55.574 Emma un ikh vil az du nor--s'iz nisht keyn test--ober ikh vil az du nor zogst TC 00:06:55.952 - 00:07:00.269 Emma vos iz inem bilder? TC 00:07:00.269 - 00:07:01.750 Esther yo yo TC 00:07:01.250 - 00:07:02.425 Esther okey TC 00:07:02.887 - 00:07:04.243 Esther des iz a vos iz a mentsh vos shloft TC 00:07:04.243 - 00:07:06.914 Emma vi filt er TC 00:07:06.988 - 00:07:08.787 Esther shelf--ah neyn, shleferik iz di yidishiste vort meyn ikh TC 00:07:09.080 - 00:07:12.854 Emma uh huh TC 00:07:11.983 - 00:07:13.006 Esther mid volt ikh gezogt TC 00:07:12.860 - 00:07:14.390 Emma ah uh huh TC 00:07:14.008 - 00:07:15.639 Esther yo un du zest az di ersht vort vos iz mir gekumen iz nisht mayne vort TC 00:07:15.510 - 00:07:19.469 Emma yo TC 00:07:16.961 - 00:07:18.119 Emma ikh hob nisht gevust az mid iz mer khsidish TC 00:07:19.121 - 00:07:22.186 Esther veys nisht oyb s'iz mer khsidish ober s'iz de vort vos mir hobn genitst in der heym. ikh hob keyn TC 00:07:22.243 - 00:07:26.113 Emma mhm mm TC 00:07:24.200 - 00:07:26.202 Esther keyner do gezogt shleferik nisht ekht, neyn iz mid TC 00:07:26.113 - 00:07:30.455 Emma mhm haha TC 00:07:27.896 - 00:07:29.083 Emma mhm yo TC 00:07:29.083 - 00:07:31.012 Esther uh des iz de levone um TC 00:07:30.967 - 00:07:34.589 Esther um des a bar? TC 00:07:36.097 - 00:07:38.470 Emma mhm meyn ikh TC 00:07:37.970 - 00:07:39.297 Esther yo TC 00:07:38.561 - 00:07:39.787 Esther um des a vald TC 00:07:40.350 - 00:07:41.997 Esther um TC 00:07:42.240 - 00:07:43.567 Esther des iz a bet TC 00:07:44.855 - 00:07:46.081 Esther un ikh meyn es heyst a fuks? TC 00:07:46.222 - 00:07:48.764 Emma yo ikh meyn az yo TC 00:07:49.648 - 00:07:51.262 Esther yo TC 00:07:49.850 - 00:07:50.452 Esther um oh do nokh TC 00:07:51.015 - 00:07:53.675 Esther uh TC 00:07:54.913 - 00:07:56.172 Esther so des hob ikh n--ikh hob nisht gevust de vort ikh meyn vayl in okey so in tosh iz nisht no keyn khayes un mir flegt nisht hobn a khaye in der heym, az de idee tsu hobn a pet eksi--eksistirt nisht so um nisht aza zakh so TC 00:07:56.567 - 00:08:10.989 Emma mm mhm TC 00:08:02.000 - 00:08:03.985 Emma mhm TC 00:08:04.262 - 00:08:05.268 Emma mhm mhm TC 00:08:06.675 - 00:08:08.170 Emma ober in vild? TC 00:08:10.472 - 00:08:11.849 Esther yo ikh hob keyn mol nisht gelernen de vort meyn ikh vayl ikh bin avek geyn ven ikh bin akht yor alt TC 00:08:12.041 - 00:08:16.881 Emma mhm TC 00:08:14.302 - 00:08:15.258 Esther ikh meyn az TC 00:08:16.881 - 00:08:18.076 Esther ikh veys di yidishiste vort? TC 00:08:19.466 - 00:08:21.991 Esther um efsher azoy vi TC 00:08:22.824 - 00:08:24.877 Esther nisht mapatshe oder aza min zakh vos se heyst es? TC 00:08:26.992 - 00:08:29.737 Esther vos iz di vort? oyb du geyst zol nisht zogn okey TC 00:08:30.064 - 00:08:32.994 Emma kimat TC 00:08:30.452 - 00:08:31.390 Emma yo yo tsherepakhe TC 00:08:31.582 - 00:08:34.023 Esther yo tsh--tsherepakhe? TC 00:08:33.489 - 00:08:35.528 Emma yo TC 00:08:34.130 - 00:08:34.647 Emma yo TC 00:08:35.126 - 00:08:35.930 Esther yo, ober ikh hob nisht keyn mol gevist de vort far dem dos iz eynems hant TC 00:08:35.528 - 00:08:40.199 Emma mhm TC 00:08:38.299 - 00:08:39.372 Esther des iz a ku TC 00:08:40.712 - 00:08:42.157 Esther des iz a doktor TC 00:08:42.281 - 00:08:43.929 Esther um TC 00:08:44.509 - 00:08:45.802 Esther des iz a efsher barg? TC 00:08:46.871 - 00:08:49.345 Esther um TC 00:08:49.655 - 00:08:50.783 Esther ikh meyn a barg iz a hill TC 00:08:51.883 - 00:08:53.682 Emma yo? TC 00:08:53.554 - 00:08:54.509 Emma dos iz a TC 00:08:54.532 - 00:08:56.129 Esther um dos iz uh TC 00:08:54.887 - 00:08:56.635 Esther mm TC 00:08:57.857 - 00:08:58.762 Esther ikh gedenk nisht voser iz a mountain versus okey, des a TC 00:09:01.535 - 00:09:05.950 Emma mm TC 00:09:02.261 - 00:09:03.385 Emma mhm TC 00:09:04.556 - 00:09:05.647 Esther so undz zolt probably gezogt tv ober dir volt gezogt televizye? TC 00:09:06.665 - 00:09:10.979 Emma mm TC 00:09:08.606 - 00:09:09.882 Emma ikh meyn az s'iz nisht a tv ikh meyn az es TC 00:09:10.479 - 00:09:13.764 Esther oh s'iz a s'iz a radyo TC 00:09:12.352 - 00:09:14.844 Emma yo haha TC 00:09:14.344 - 00:09:15.822 Esther yo ikh meyn az se volt nisht gezogt radio ikh meyn az se volt gezogt radio um TC 00:09:16.318 - 00:09:22.471 Esther des TC 00:09:23.794 - 00:09:24.904 Esther so TC 00:09:24.904 - 00:09:26.119 Esther des a bletl TC 00:09:26.119 - 00:09:27.922 Esther oder regn TC 00:09:28.130 - 00:09:29.621 Esther um TC 00:09:29.621 - 00:09:30.740 Esther uh vos iz des vi zogt men des s'a min aza lasagne zakh? oh neyn s'iz a kugl, oh des iz um vi zogt men um TC 00:09:32.029 - 00:09:41.995 Emma neyn mhm TC 00:09:36.534 - 00:09:39.025 Esther losh TC 00:09:43.723 - 00:09:44.746 Esther lokshn kugl yo dos iz lokshn kugl TC 00:09:46.136 - 00:09:48.577 Emma mhm mhm TC 00:09:46.777 - 00:09:48.847 Esther um TC 00:09:49.933 - 00:09:51.429 Esther des iz gelt TC 00:09:52.329 - 00:09:54.280 Esther um TC 00:09:55.046 - 00:09:56.491 Esther vi zogt men des TC 00:09:58.843 - 00:10:00.204 Emma dos iz geven shver far ale mentshn haha TC 00:10:01.729 - 00:10:04.203 Esther mm TC 00:10:03.703 - 00:10:04.524 Esther fodem? neyn neyn fodem iz thread TC 00:10:06.335 - 00:10:09.859 Emma ah TC 00:10:08.816 - 00:10:09.367 Esther des iz yarn um TC 00:10:09.859 - 00:10:11.999 Esther hm TC 00:10:13.035 - 00:10:13.990 Esther ikh gedenkt nisht un des volstu gezogt a hunt a hunt oder? TC 00:10:25.084 - 00:10:30.005 Emma yo TC 00:10:25.927 - 00:10:26.832 Esther eh ikh prubir tsu gedenkn vos undzer voltn gezogt TC 00:10:30.484 - 00:10:33.903 Emma velkhe zogstu? TC 00:10:30.500 - 00:10:32.536 Esther mm TC 00:10:35.850 - 00:10:37.227 Esther efsher oykh a hunt? ikh veys nisht TC 00:10:39.326 - 00:10:41.649 Emma mhm mhm TC 00:10:41.064 - 00:10:42.459 Esther ikh meyn az s'iz an ander vort dokh, des veys ikh nisht, vi zogt men es? TC 00:10:41.655 - 00:10:46.610 Emma mm mhm yo dos iz okey TC 00:10:43.612 - 00:10:46.390 Emma mentshn hobn gezogt vol oder garn? TC 00:10:46.717 - 00:10:49.968 Esther okey vol efsher yo TC 00:10:50.126 - 00:10:51.976 Emma yo TC 00:10:51.527 - 00:10:52.432 Esther yo lokshn kugl TC 00:10:52.759 - 00:10:54.254 Emma un TC 00:10:52.894 - 00:10:53.950 Emma do zenen verter vos meyn ikh zenen uh TC 00:10:54.480 - 00:10:59.958 Esther oh TC 00:10:56.910 - 00:10:57.545 Esther nokh a mol TC 00:10:57.922 - 00:11:01.105 Emma efsher zenen zey nor di kinder TC 00:11:01.145 - 00:11:03.822 Emma um TC 00:11:04.149 - 00:11:05.155 Emma yo TC 00:11:05.685 - 00:11:06.466 Emma do zenen verter vos zenen tsu shver tsu gefinen bilder kenstu nor leyenen di verter? TC 00:11:06.466 - 00:11:11.889 Esther yo yo TC 00:11:11.405 - 00:11:12.614 Esther um TC 00:11:14.173 - 00:11:15.550 Emma efsher a bisl TC 00:11:15.911 - 00:11:17.474 Emma hoypt TC 00:11:18.358 - 00:11:19.432 Esther oh yo yo yo hoyekh hoyekh TC 00:11:19.084 - 00:11:21.389 Emma haha hoyekh? TC 00:11:20.147 - 00:11:22.891 Esther yo TC 00:11:21.598 - 00:11:22.385 Esther du zogst? TC 00:11:22.390 - 00:11:23.470 Emma ikh bin nisht zeyer bakvem mit dos vort haha TC 00:11:23.404 - 00:11:26.570 Esther okey okey hoyekh TC 00:11:25.564 - 00:11:27.346 Emma nisht a lit--nisht-- TC 00:11:26.846 - 00:11:29.113 Esther az ikh zol redn hekher, okey yo TC 00:11:27.656 - 00:11:30.420 Emma yo TC 00:11:29.113 - 00:11:29.928 Esther uh des iz gut oder hekher TC 00:11:30.420 - 00:11:32.510 Emma ikh meyn az dos iz gut TC 00:11:31.993 - 00:11:33.489 Esther okey um TC 00:11:32.989 - 00:11:34.467 Esther so de veg vos iz geshribn iz nisht de veg vos ikh zog es TC 00:11:34.693 - 00:11:38.230 Emma uh huh uh huh TC 00:11:37.933 - 00:11:39.159 Esther so nisht eybik okey so TC 00:11:38.929 - 00:11:42.073 Emma zog azoy vi du vilst yo TC 00:11:40.768 - 00:11:43.698 Esther yo TC 00:11:42.073 - 00:11:42.669 Esther greyt TC 00:11:43.957 - 00:11:44.860 Esther tsurik TC 00:11:44.860 - 00:11:45.892 Esther vos iz des? TC 00:11:46.843 - 00:11:48.030 Esther farshung? TC 00:11:48.030 - 00:11:49.030 Esther farshung? TC 00:11:49.070 - 00:11:50.055 Esther farsh-- TC 00:11:50.080 - 00:11:50.937 Esther makhn TC 00:11:51.838 - 00:11:53.092 Esther faynt TC 00:11:53.104 - 00:11:54.088 Esther so ikh zog faynt ober s'iz shoyn vi faynt oder fayn--yo TC 00:11:54.088 - 00:11:57.350 Emma mhm mhm TC 00:11:55.129 - 00:11:56.523 Emma mhm TC 00:11:57.019 - 00:11:57.890 Esther uh khasene TC 00:11:57.559 - 00:11:58.920 Esther mishpokhe TC 00:11:58.920 - 00:12:00.202 Esther held? TC 00:12:01.305 - 00:12:02.294 Esther hald? TC 00:12:02.739 - 00:12:03.408 Esther ikh veys nisht vos dos iz TC 00:12:03.414 - 00:12:04.786 Esther mit TC 00:12:04.786 - 00:12:05.686 Esther avade TC 00:12:05.996 - 00:12:07.272 Esther yidish TC 00:12:07.565 - 00:12:08.825 Esther es iz geven shoyn lang vos ikh hob geredt yidish ikh meyn zeyer zeyer lang okey TC 00:12:09.776 - 00:12:14.506 Esther avade TC 00:12:14.506 - 00:12:15.350 Esther yidish TC 00:12:15.350 - 00:12:16.020 Esther minut TC 00:12:16.020 - 00:12:16.807 Esther aroys? oder royz, ikh veys nisht TC 00:12:19.125 - 00:12:22.156 Esther uh des iz efsher, iz des sho azoy vi sha'ah TC 00:12:22.702 - 00:12:26.830 Esther azoy vi a sho fun di vokh--ikh veys nisht TC 00:12:26.921 - 00:12:29.564 Emma fun fun a minut TC 00:12:29.587 - 00:12:32.500 Esther yo des iz es? yo so vayl ikh'l--ikh zog es andersh vi geshribn okey sho a sho sho TC 00:12:31.039 - 00:12:38.200 Emma yo TC 00:12:32.642 - 00:12:33.226 Emma vi zo--vi zogt? TC 00:12:35.190 - 00:12:37.195 Emma ober vi zogt-- TC 00:12:37.195 - 00:12:39.048 Emma --stu dos vort? TC 00:12:39.189 - 00:12:41.211 Esther neyn ikh zog sho du zogst oykh sho? TC 00:12:40.404 - 00:12:42.609 Emma mhm mhm TC 00:12:41.211 - 00:12:42.406 Esther du zogst velkhe sho velkhe sh--velkhe sho--ah yo, sho meyn ikh yo sho TC 00:12:44.235 - 00:12:49.980 Emma haha TC 00:12:48.352 - 00:12:49.224 Esther leyenen TC 00:12:49.980 - 00:12:50.790 Esther pasirt TC 00:12:50.790 - 00:12:52.010 Esther reyn TC 00:12:52.010 - 00:12:52.690 Esther mistame TC 00:12:52.690 - 00:12:53.690 Esther hart TC 00:12:53.690 - 00:12:54.470 Esther redn TC 00:12:54.470 - 00:12:55.090 Esther land TC 00:12:55.090 - 00:12:55.660 Esther lid TC 00:12:55.660 - 00:12:56.311 Esther heymarbet TC 00:12:56.689 - 00:12:57.897 Esther vos iz nisht a vort vos undz hobn gehat, it's just homework TC 00:12:58.714 - 00:13:02.572 Emma haha TC 00:13:00.097 - 00:13:01.188 Esther uh gut TC 00:13:03.202 - 00:13:04.630 Esther shmueskrayz? TC 00:13:05.970 - 00:13:07.364 Esther veys nisht--dos iz a yidishiste vort meyn ikh, undzer voltn nisht ikh meyn gezogt es TC 00:13:07.927 - 00:13:12.511 Emma mm mhm TC 00:13:10.273 - 00:13:11.920 Esther uh tokhter TC 00:13:12.720 - 00:13:14.230 Esther kidush TC 00:13:14.230 - 00:13:14.910 Esther royt TC 00:13:14.910 - 00:13:15.600 Esther zikher TC 00:13:15.600 - 00:13:16.930 Esther shverkeyt TC 00:13:16.930 - 00:13:18.180 Esther rov TC 00:13:18.180 - 00:13:19.042 Esther port? TC 00:13:20.145 - 00:13:21.230 Esther port ikh veys nisht TC 00:13:21.230 - 00:13:23.230 Esther uh luft TC 00:13:23.230 - 00:13:25.060 Esther shtat TC 00:13:25.060 - 00:13:25.690 Esther take TC 00:13:25.690 - 00:13:26.440 Esther likht TC 00:13:26.440 - 00:13:27.243 Esther mume TC 00:13:27.384 - 00:13:28.711 Esther uh problem TC 00:13:29.089 - 00:13:30.950 Esther dort TC 00:13:30.950 - 00:13:31.920 Esther grupe TC 00:13:31.920 - 00:13:33.250 Esther um talmud TC 00:13:33.425 - 00:13:35.309 Esther merstns TC 00:13:35.552 - 00:13:36.930 Esther frayndshaft TC 00:13:36.930 - 00:13:38.570 Esther hoypt? TC 00:13:38.707 - 00:13:39.750 Esther uh TC 00:13:39.750 - 00:13:40.906 Esther litvish TC 00:13:40.906 - 00:13:42.150 Esther shpet TC 00:13:42.150 - 00:13:42.980 Esther vokh TC 00:13:42.980 - 00:13:43.915 Esther informatsye TC 00:13:44.765 - 00:13:46.170 Esther tsayt TC 00:13:46.170 - 00:13:47.020 Esther farneplt TC 00:13:47.449 - 00:13:48.860 Esther yidishkeyt TC 00:13:48.860 - 00:13:50.050 Esther yor TC 00:13:50.050 - 00:13:50.650 Esther khutspe TC 00:13:50.650 - 00:13:51.660 Esther shpilt TC 00:13:51.660 - 00:13:52.724 Esther shvesterkind TC 00:13:53.895 - 00:13:55.140 Esther vos iz like sisterhood? TC 00:13:55.140 - 00:13:56.977 Emma uh meyn ikh az dos iz a kuzin TC 00:13:56.865 - 00:13:59.322 Esther kuz-- TC 00:14:00.054 - 00:14:00.600 Emma mhm iz shvesterkind oyf yidishistish yidish meyn ikh yo haha TC 00:14:00.105 - 00:14:07.054 Esther kuzin? TC 00:14:00.600 - 00:14:01.297 Esther oh TC 00:14:01.404 - 00:14:02.275 Esther ah TC 00:14:02.754 - 00:14:03.339 Esther undz zoln okey undz zoln gezogt TC 00:14:03.615 - 00:14:05.229 Esther yo TC 00:14:05.657 - 00:14:06.292 Emma okey TC 00:14:07.054 - 00:14:08.030 Emma a dank TC 00:14:08.171 - 00:14:09.160 Emma un, tsurik tsu frages TC 00:14:09.352 - 00:14:11.557 Emma uh, vos iz dayn mame-loshn ikh meyn az du dos shoyn gezogt ober TC 00:14:12.002 - 00:14:16.687 Esther yo, yidish, yidish iz mayn ershte shprakh TC 00:14:14.887 - 00:14:17.885 Emma un, velkhe shprakhn, hostu geredt, in der heym, ven du bist geven a kind TC 00:14:17.638 - 00:14:23.116 Esther uh, tsu merstns yidish, ikh meyn az ven undz hobn gemuft tsi uh TC 00:14:23.561 - 00:14:28.972 Esther outrement, um, area, mit khasidishe mentshn dort, uh, eyne kehile dort azoy vi skver sat—um, in studort skever mentshn, satmar un belz, ober azoy vi nisht in tosh TC 00:14:29.450 - 00:14:42.711 Emma mhm TC 00:14:42.259 - 00:14:43.282 Esther iz dort hob ikh ungefangn ikh lern english, so, ober ikh meyn in der heym, nokh alts oybe geredt yidish, oder de efsher me—mer mit english, uh TC 00:14:42.711 - 00:14:52.445 Emma mhm TC 00:14:45.853 - 00:14:46.876 Esther uh, gemish mit dem, so azoy vi uh, yinglish, un nokh dem, ikh volt gezogt TC 00:14:52.569 - 00:14:57.536 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:14:55.033 - 00:14:56.427 Esther biz haynt, redt men af a mishte englishn yidish TC 00:14:57.536 - 00:15:00.984 Emma mhm TC 00:15:00.585 - 00:15:01.189 Emma mhm TC 00:15:01.189 - 00:15:01.827 Esther ober keyn mol nisht, um TC 00:15:01.327 - 00:15:03.329 Esther yo, andere shprakhn in der haym, ikh red andere shprakhn ober nisht, in der heym iz azoy vi yidish oder TC 00:15:03.892 - 00:15:08.521 Emma yo TC 00:15:08.482 - 00:15:09.404 Esther yinglish, mer vi yinglish TC 00:15:08.521 - 00:15:10.231 Emma yo TC 00:15:09.444 - 00:15:10.260 Emma un, in shul? oder, school? TC 00:15:10.260 - 00:15:13.944 Esther so, in school? yo, eh, hot men geredt, eh, hob ikh gelernt TC 00:15:12.971 - 00:15:18.233 Esther frantseyzish TC 00:15:18.233 - 00:15:19.428 Emma mhm TC 00:15:18.928 - 00:15:19.968 Esther uh, hebreish TC 00:15:19.654 - 00:15:21.802 Esther um TC 00:15:21.802 - 00:15:22.735 Emma moderne? oder losh koydesh TC 00:15:21.982 - 00:15:24.271 Esther uh, beyde, so, azoy vi, um, the jewish, uh, azoy vi, shul, uh school do, uh UTT United Talmud Torah, Herzliah lernt men hebreish, azoy vi, vi tsu leyenen TC 00:15:24.007 - 00:15:36.539 Esther azoy vi khumesh TC 00:15:37.389 - 00:15:38.800 Esther un oykh TC 00:15:38.840 - 00:15:39.982 Esther vi azoy tsu redn hebreish, azoy vi in, in, yis—erets yisroel, so um, so ikh ken beyde, um, un, so, un, so ikh red yidish, english TC 00:15:40.039 - 00:15:53.330 Emma mhm, mm TC 00:15:42.890 - 00:15:44.133 Emma mhm TC 00:15:46.451 - 00:15:47.238 Esther vos iz tsu mitsn in school gelernt frantseyzish TC 00:15:53.640 - 00:15:56.806 Esther uh, un oykh TV, in ales des, in uh hebreish, oykh in jewish school TC 00:15:57.268 - 00:16:02.091 Emma mhm TC 00:16:01.639 - 00:16:02.493 Esther un, uh, ikh red shpanish, un ikh red TC 00:16:02.091 - 00:16:05.699 Emma mhm TC 00:16:04.204 - 00:16:04.990 Esther ikh red nisht beemes, ober, a bisl, uh arabish un TC 00:16:06.566 - 00:16:11.049 Esther um, uh, vi zogt men? um TC 00:16:11.359 - 00:16:14.913 Esther sign language TC 00:16:15.679 - 00:16:16.870 Emma mm, mhm TC 00:16:16.691 - 00:16:18.069 Esther epes, shtum loshn, yo, yo TC 00:16:18.598 - 00:16:21.241 Emma shtum loshn? TC 00:16:18.784 - 00:16:20.144 Esther so TC 00:16:21.922 - 00:16:23.114 Emma ale TC 00:16:22.260 - 00:16:23.435 Emma akhuts shtum loshn, ale di andere zenen flisik? TC 00:16:23.593 - 00:16:27.265 Esther uh TC 00:16:27.457 - 00:16:28.767 Esther nisht arabish, ober yo, yidish, english, hebreish, frantseyzish, shpanish, ikh ken redn yo TC 00:16:29.027 - 00:16:36.530 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:16:30.208 - 00:16:31.299 Emma un TC 00:16:37.599 - 00:16:39.483 Esther azoy vi du zest, mayn yidish iz nisht amazing, ober ikh ken redn, so TC 00:16:40.012 - 00:16:44.512 Emma yo TC 00:16:40.097 - 00:16:41.170 Emma mm TC 00:16:44.012 - 00:16:44.748 Emma mayn yidish iz oykh gants nisht amazing TC 00:16:45.041 - 00:16:47.819 Emma uh TC 00:16:47.927 - 00:16:48.810 Emma mit khaveyrim ven du bist geven a kind, vos hostu geredt? TC 00:16:48.810 - 00:16:53.135 Esther mit mayn—mayne fraynt, yo, hob ikh geredt, um TC 00:16:53.124 - 00:16:56.307 Esther yo, yi—uh in tosh un in skver azoy vi t—um, nisht in skver, azoy vi, skvere school, ober in outrement hob ikh geredt yidish, un nokh dem, english TC 00:16:56.972 - 00:17:07.558 Emma mhm TC 00:17:04.903 - 00:17:05.791 Emma mhm TC 00:17:07.147 - 00:17:07.968 Esther un nokh dem TC 00:17:07.558 - 00:17:09.217 Esther um, frantsoyzish oykh, vayl ikh bin geven in, United Talmud Torah Jewish school iz mer azoy vi, english crowd ober ven ikh bin gegangen nokh dem tsu, a french private school, un oykh public school, un oykh university, in, in cegep, so ikh ikh red, ikh volt gezogt, fun um TC 00:17:10.016 - 00:17:28.083 Emma mhm TC 00:17:11.636 - 00:17:12.440 Emma mhm TC 00:17:21.542 - 00:17:22.835 Emma mhm TC 00:17:24.174 - 00:17:25.164 Esther afile ven ikh bin aroysgegangen fun de jewish school arayn in public school in f—french private school, ale de fraynts, red ikh mit zey oder english oder frantseyzish oder a gemish beyde azoy vi bilingual friends vos redn english french, so that's like a franglais, french english TC 00:17:28.697 - 00:17:45.059 Emma mhm TC 00:17:32.544 - 00:17:33.466 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:17:38.535 - 00:17:39.727 Emma mhm TC 00:17:40.121 - 00:17:40.891 Emma mhm, mhm un vi alt bistu geven TC 00:17:43.057 - 00:17:47.320 Emma in di TC 00:17:49.183 - 00:17:51.455 Esther in a yede school? oder TC 00:17:50.955 - 00:17:54.054 Emma yo, yo TC 00:17:53.554 - 00:17:55.117 Esther ikh bin aroysgegangen fun tosh ikh bin geven zibn yor alt TC 00:17:54.617 - 00:17:57.327 Emma yo TC 00:17:56.827 - 00:17:57.631 Esther ikh hob gegangen in skvere school in outrement tsvey yor biz nayn yor alt, nokh hob ikh gegangen tsu jewish private school do TC 00:17:57.570 - 00:18:04.713 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:18:01.333 - 00:18:02.289 Emma mhm TC 00:18:04.252 - 00:18:05.174 Esther fun, um, nayn, biz uh secondary two so ikh bin geven TC 00:18:04.713 - 00:18:10.608 Esther efsher fiftsn, bay zekhtsn yor alt hob ikh ongefangen public school, so ikh hob gestopt, so ven ikh bin geven zekhst yor alt hob ikh um TC 00:18:11.104 - 00:18:19.585 Emma mhm TC 00:18:15.170 - 00:18:16.042 Esther um, yo, gestopt geyen tsu jewish school un ongefangen pri—uh public school far eyn yor, un nokh dem fun di zibetsn biz di akhtsn TC 00:18:20.115 - 00:18:29.542 Emma mhm TC 00:18:22.579 - 00:18:23.635 Esther tsvey yor in french private school, graduate high school, un ikh bin gegangen dray andere, cegeps biz TC 00:18:29.734 - 00:18:38.401 Emma mhm TC 00:18:31.556 - 00:18:32.360 Emma mhm TC 00:18:37.175 - 00:18:37.996 Esther ikh hob ongefangn university, ikh bin geven TC 00:18:38.593 - 00:18:41.405 Esther um TC 00:18:42.069 - 00:18:43.194 Esther maybe, twenty one? ven ikh hob ongefangn university, so TC 00:18:46.288 - 00:18:51.513 Esther ikh hob gegangen tsu a sakh different schools, efsher tsen? yo es iz TC 00:18:51.772 - 00:18:56.356 Emma haha, mhm, mhm TC 00:18:53.460 - 00:18:56.187 Emma yo TC 00:18:56.396 - 00:18:57.250 Esther yo TC 00:18:56.970 - 00:18:57.774 Emma un TC 00:18:57.628 - 00:18:59.140 Emma kenstu di dialekt fun dayn mishpokhes yidish? TC 00:18:59.214 - 00:19:03.022 Esther uh, ikh meyn az s'iz a khasidishe TC 00:19:02.977 - 00:19:06.110 Esther poylishe yidish, ikh meyn TC 00:19:06.538 - 00:19:08.624 Emma mhm TC 00:19:08.259 - 00:19:09.063 Esther ober mayn, mayn mames mishpokhe kumt fun TC 00:19:08.951 - 00:19:11.901 Esther uh, hungarye oder hungary, so TC 00:19:11.901 - 00:19:14.750 Esther ikh bin zikher az s'iz hungarish oykh TC 00:19:15.043 - 00:19:17.551 Emma mhm TC 00:19:17.827 - 00:19:18.580 Esther ober, fun mayn mames zayt, ober fun mayn tates zayt s'iz polish, poylish? polish, yo TC 00:19:18.215 - 00:19:24.048 Emma haha TC 00:19:23.548 - 00:19:24.706 Emma un, itst, vos redstu in der heym? TC 00:19:25.539 - 00:19:31.945 Esther poylishe yidish TC 00:19:25.670 - 00:19:27.267 Esther so, ikh voyn shoyn nisht, ikh voyn, uh, shoyn nisht mit mit mayn eltern, uh, fun ven ikh bin geven eyn un tsvansik yor alt, so TC 00:19:33.234 - 00:19:41.446 Emma mhm TC 00:19:38.432 - 00:19:39.219 Emma mhm TC 00:19:40.946 - 00:19:41.935 Esther ikh bin aroys, ikh hob aroys gemuft, so fun demolts hob ikh gevoynt mit mentshn vos ikh red TC 00:19:42.161 - 00:19:47.977 Esther uh, english TC 00:19:48.253 - 00:19:49.951 Esther uh ikh hob nisht gevoynt mit eyner vos iz azoy vi, uh TC 00:19:50.869 - 00:19:54.794 Esther um TC 00:19:55.239 - 00:19:56.144 Esther like, québecois oder epes, ober um TC 00:19:56.488 - 00:19:59.418 Emma mhm TC 00:19:57.669 - 00:19:58.490 Esther so ikh red in der heym english, ober, eyne fun mayn roommates redt yidish, so, oykh a bisl yidish, yo, yidish un english, tsu merstns TC 00:19:59.677 - 00:20:09.526 Esther ober ikh hob gehat, um, vi zogt men, uh [unintelligible] ikh hob gehat partners vos zenen, um, québecois, hob ikh geredt mit zey tsu merstns, frantseyzish TC 00:20:09.971 - 00:20:20.394 Emma mhm TC 00:20:16.907 - 00:20:17.795 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:20:20.214 - 00:20:21.288 TC 00:20:21.345 - 00:20:22.149 Emma un, yo, vi oft nitstu di andere shprakhn itst? TC 00:20:22.256 - 00:20:26.941 Esther so TC 00:20:27.589 - 00:20:28.547 Esther de mentsh vos, mayn partner yetst, iz oykh TC 00:20:28.547 - 00:20:31.632 Emma mhm TC 00:20:30.761 - 00:20:31.329 Esther mer, french, ober un zey redn a sakh english, so ikh volt gezogt, ikh red, a yedn tog red ikh efsher TC 00:20:32.010 - 00:20:39.226 Emma yo TC 00:20:33.647 - 00:20:34.569 Emma mhm TC 00:20:34.997 - 00:20:35.969 Esther a bisl frantseyzish, yidish, un english, oder, nisht efsher nisht yeder tog, a yede, por teg, so, a yede vokh, red ikh yidish, english, un frantseyzish TC 00:20:40.245 - 00:20:49.165 Emma mhm TC 00:20:42.354 - 00:20:43.192 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:20:46.539 - 00:20:48.187 Emma ober nisht spanish TC 00:20:48.665 - 00:20:50.212 Esther shpanish red ikh nor mit TC 00:20:49.712 - 00:20:51.556 Esther baym mayn arbet, a por mol, vos iz do clients vos ikh ken zen klor az zey zenen TC 00:20:51.556 - 00:20:56.742 Emma mhm, mhmh TC 00:20:56.242 - 00:20:57.940 Esther zey redn, shpanish, un zey probirn tsu koyfn epes un ikh, un ikh ze az s'iz nisht, uh TC 00:20:56.934 - 00:21:02.176 Emma mhm TC 00:20:59.179 - 00:21:00.387 Esther s—s'iz a bisl shver so ikh red tsu zey in shpanish, so ikh nits es, ober, um TC 00:21:02.520 - 00:21:06.969 Emma mhm TC 00:21:04.730 - 00:21:05.720 Esther yo, tsu merstns de dray, un hebreish oykh red ikh nisht a sakh TC 00:21:07.279 - 00:21:10.934 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:21:10.417 - 00:21:11.609 Esther ikh ken, ober ikh, bay mayn arbet oder ergets, uh, a yidishe plats un zey red hebreish ken ikh TC 00:21:11.143 - 00:21:17.704 Esther uh, oh, ikh gey, ikh leyn toyre azoy vi in, in, shul, so, demolts leyen ikh, hebreish, ven ikh daven, oder epes, ober yo, ikh red es nisht a sakh TC 00:21:17.704 - 00:21:28.012 Emma mhm TC 00:21:22.095 - 00:21:22.713 Emma mhm TC 00:21:26.094 - 00:21:26.712 Emma mhm TC 00:21:27.714 - 00:21:28.484 Emma un TC 00:21:29.250 - 00:21:30.982 Emma yo ikh meyn az du host shoyn ge— TC 00:21:31.899 - 00:21:34.255 Emma redt a bisl vegn TC 00:21:34.430 - 00:21:36.162 Emma shul bildung, formal education, ofn farshidene shprakhn TC 00:21:36.287 - 00:21:40.449 Esther shul bi—uh, formal education? yo ikh hob gehat, in tosh un in skvere school TC 00:21:41.029 - 00:21:47.775 Emma uh TC 00:21:41.062 - 00:21:41.984 Emma mhm TC 00:21:43.121 - 00:21:43.756 Esther azoy vi a yidishe, azoy vi, um TC 00:21:47.775 - 00:21:51.210 Esther khinekh, vos me hot gezogt, azoy vi me lern vi tsu shraybn, leyenen yidish TC 00:21:51.210 - 00:21:55.681 Esther redn yidish, ober nokh dem, nisht, so ale TC 00:21:55.681 - 00:21:59.720 TC 00:21:57.364 - 00:21:58.235 Emma mhm TC 00:21:58.427 - 00:21:59.214 Esther vi azoy zogn di andere yorn TC 00:22:00.755 - 00:22:03.452 Emma yo TC 00:22:03.034 - 00:22:03.871 Esther ikh meyn eyn [unintelligible] der eshter, ikh veys nisht. ale andere yorn, hob ikh, nor geredt yidish, azoy vi mit andere mentshn? ikh hob keyn mol nisht mer gelernt verter vegn dem bin ikh, s'iz nisht azoy TC 00:22:03.452 - 00:22:14.637 Emma un TC 00:22:05.480 - 00:22:06.622 Esther s'iz a bisl shver tsu redn yidish vayl ikh hob nisht mer gelernt yidish, ikh leyen nisht yidish TC 00:22:14.779 - 00:22:20.240 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:22:17.934 - 00:22:19.396 Esther togteglekh, ikh leyen nisht bikher in yidish TC 00:22:20.482 - 00:22:23.449 Emma mhm TC 00:22:21.410 - 00:22:22.214 Esther so de eyntsike mol vos ikh ken es nitsn iz ikh red mit mayn mishpokhe oder mayne fraynt vos redn yidish TC 00:22:23.449 - 00:22:29.065 Emma mhm TC 00:22:26.692 - 00:22:27.783 Esther ikh shrayb es nisht a sakh, kimat keyn mol nisht, un ikh leyen es nisht, so, yo TC 00:22:29.645 - 00:22:35.174 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:22:30.742 - 00:22:32.272 Emma mhm TC 00:22:33.780 - 00:22:34.685 Emma ober shpanish, arabish, shtum loshn TC 00:22:35.569 - 00:22:40.017 Emma du host zey gelernt in shul? oder TC 00:22:41.104 - 00:22:44.034 Esther yo, so shpanish hob ikh gehat tsvey yorn vos ikh hob gelernt in school, in high school, ikh hob genemen a class, spanish class TC 00:22:43.061 - 00:22:50.092 Emma mhm TC 00:22:46.706 - 00:22:47.679 Emma mhm TC 00:22:48.782 - 00:22:49.754 Esther un ikh hob oykh gehat fraynt vos redn shpanish, ikh bin gegangen tsu Mexico, ikh hob, praktitsirt mayne shpanish, so TC 00:22:50.132 - 00:22:58.023 Emma ok, yo TC 00:22:54.620 - 00:22:55.458 Esther ikh volt nisht gezogt praktitsirt, ikh volt es gezogt khazert, ikh hob gekhazert mayn, mayn shpanish. in arabish hob ikh genemen a klas in cegep, ober nor dray mo—dray khodoshim, so ikh red nisht be'emes arabish ikh hob gelernt de, der alef beys azoy vi, un, d— vi tsu zogn hello un a zelkhe mine zakhn TC 00:22:58.367 - 00:23:15.826 Emma mmm TC 00:23:00.189 - 00:23:01.179 Emma mhm TC 00:23:08.137 - 00:23:09.025 Emma mhm TC 00:23:12.744 - 00:23:13.514 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:23:14.837 - 00:23:16.197 Esther genug az eyner vos redt arabish meynt az ikh red TC 00:23:16.102 - 00:23:19.218 Esther vayl, ikh z— ken zogn hello un ales des TC 00:23:19.376 - 00:23:23.372 Emma mhmh TC 00:23:21.452 - 00:23:22.036 TC 00:23:23.372 - 00:23:23.943 Esther no worries TC 00:23:25.130 - 00:23:27.031 Esther um TC 00:23:28.303 - 00:23:29.464 Esther zol vartn az es iz tsu bahan? TC 00:23:29.464 - 00:23:30.997 Esther azoy, ikh hob gevart az es zol tsumakhn de tir, so, uh yo, so TC 00:23:32.623 - 00:23:38.135 Emma yo TC 00:23:35.593 - 00:23:36.211 Esther shpanish, arabish TC 00:23:38.141 - 00:23:40.227 Esther gelernt in school TC 00:23:40.267 - 00:23:41.881 Esther shtim loshn hob ikh gelernt tsum erstns fun a TV show, un oykh TC 00:23:42.309 - 00:23:48.024 Emma mhm TC 00:23:46.207 - 00:23:47.247 Esther a bisl, azoy vi, in khuguni TC 00:23:48.283 - 00:23:50.448 Esther ikh bin gegangen tsu erets yisroel, kh'bin gegangen in de deaf museum zey lernen dos, dort a bisl TC 00:23:50.448 - 00:23:55.212 Emma mm TC 00:23:52.569 - 00:23:53.845 Esther online, azelkhe mine zakhn, so ikh ken verter un a bisl komunikirn, un ikh, a por mol in metro oder in lebns TC 00:23:55.708 - 00:24:04.139 Emma yo TC 00:23:57.176 - 00:23:57.895 Emma mhm TC 00:24:02.627 - 00:24:03.700 Esther me zet a mentshn vos nitst a shtim loshn me ken es prak—uh khazern ober no yo nisht a sakh TC 00:24:04.162 - 00:24:10.079 Emma mhm TC 00:24:08.128 - 00:24:09.033 Emma yo TC 00:24:09.579 - 00:24:10.484 Esther ikh, ikh, ikh zog az ikh red, uh, finf shprakhn TC 00:24:10.085 - 00:24:14.115 Esther aozy vi yidish, english, frantseyzish, hebreish, shpanish, vayl ikh ken redn be'emes, shtim loshn, nisht ekht TC 00:24:14.115 - 00:24:20.553 Emma mhm TC 00:24:17.105 - 00:24:17.909 Esther arabish nisht ekht TC 00:24:20.553 - 00:24:22.330 Emma yo TC 00:24:22.219 - 00:24:22.955 Emma okay TC 00:24:23.585 - 00:24:24.553 Emma un, yo TC 00:24:24.553 - 00:24:26.414 Emma efsher du hsot shoyn gezogt a bisl ober vi oft nitstu yidish togteglekh? TC 00:24:26.488 - 00:24:30.937 Esther uh TC 00:24:31.550 - 00:24:32.877 Esther ikh volt gezogt TC 00:24:35.212 - 00:24:36.556 Esther tsu letsns red ikh nisht tsu sakh yidish vayl ikh TC 00:24:38.351 - 00:24:41.079 Esther afile ven ikh gey, tsu mayne elterns hoyz, vos iz efsher TC 00:24:42.418 - 00:24:45.753 Esther say dray mol a vokh, a por mol red ikh english dort oykh TC 00:24:46.265 - 00:24:49.747 Emma mhm TC 00:24:47.717 - 00:24:48.774 Emma mhm TC 00:24:49.472 - 00:24:50.292 Esther un zey zenen azoy sakh in de englishe velt, zey zen english TV, zey redn afile tsu mikh in english, so TC 00:24:49.747 - 00:24:55.898 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:24:53.876 - 00:24:55.895 Esther ikh volt gezogt ikh nitst es a yede vokh, ober ikh veys nisht vifl, vi sakh, efsher um TC 00:24:55.898 - 00:25:00.873 Emma yo TC 00:24:59.310 - 00:25:00.130 Esther thirty percent? efsher veyniker TC 00:25:01.250 - 00:25:03.269 Emma mhmhm TC 00:25:02.769 - 00:25:03.759 Emma yo TC 00:25:03.782 - 00:25:04.552 Emma un, ven du redst zikh aleyn, in kop, in moyekh TC 00:25:05.300 - 00:25:09.879 Emma velkhe shprakhn nitstu? TC 00:25:09.879 - 00:25:11.909 Emma mm TC 00:25:12.405 - 00:25:13.732 Esther ikh meyn english un yidish TC 00:25:14.514 - 00:25:16.195 Esther efsher TC 00:25:16.640 - 00:25:17.815 Esther efsher beyde, ober ikh meyn efsher mer english TC 00:25:24.352 - 00:25:27.265 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:25:26.934 - 00:25:28.227 Emma nisht fran, tseyzish? TC 00:25:28.318 - 00:25:31.029 Esther neyn, vayl ikh hob geredt in english ersht, un ikh meyn oykh TC 00:25:29.870 - 00:25:33.965 Emma mhm TC 00:25:32.840 - 00:25:33.762 Esther ikh veys nisht, yo TC 00:25:34.950 - 00:25:36.327 Esther ikh red ze—zeyer, azoy vi, frantseyzish iz kimat TC 00:25:37.414 - 00:25:41.069 Esther efsher di zelbe oder mer gut vi mayn english vayl ale de schools ikh bin geven, zenen geven french schools TC 00:25:42.695 - 00:25:48.646 Emma mhm TC 00:25:44.923 - 00:25:45.946 Emma mhm TC 00:25:46.695 - 00:25:47.262 Emma mhm TC 00:25:48.146 - 00:25:49.085 Esther so, s'iz, s'iz nisht az ikh redt nisht gut frantseyzish ober ikh meyn az TC 00:25:49.159 - 00:25:52.797 Emma mhm TC 00:25:51.352 - 00:25:52.342 Esther ven ikh red tsu mayn fraynt, red ikh mer TC 00:25:53.107 - 00:25:56.341 Emma mhm TC 00:25:54.592 - 00:25:55.379 Esther english, so ikh meyn az, ikh nitst es mer TC 00:25:56.550 - 00:25:59.699 Emma mhm TC 00:25:59.351 - 00:26:00.172 Emma yo TC 00:26:01.714 - 00:26:02.450 Emma di nekste frages zenen vegn identitet TC 00:26:02.743 - 00:26:06.047 Emma un tsum ershtns, velkhe etnishkayt batrakhstu az du bist? TC 00:26:06.047 - 00:26:11.259 TC 00:26:11.434 - 00:26:12.052 Esther hmm TC 00:26:11.552 - 00:26:12.423 Esther um TC 00:26:13.222 - 00:26:14.735 Esther ikh bin, vi zogt men TC 00:26:16.142 - 00:26:18.839 Esther mayn mishpokhe kumt fun eastern europe, so TC 00:26:18.839 - 00:26:21.957 Emma mhm TC 00:26:21.356 - 00:26:22.227 Esther vays? TC 00:26:22.858 - 00:26:24.100 Esther ober TC 00:26:25.406 - 00:26:26.390 Esther oyb yidish iz a, oyb zayn a yid iz a TC 00:26:26.390 - 00:26:29.787 Esther ethnicity, bin ikh a yid? un oykh az TC 00:26:30.097 - 00:26:33.348 Emma yo TC 00:26:31.565 - 00:26:32.639 Esther ikh veys nisht vi du zest ober ikh bin a bisl mer shvarts vi andere mentshn vos ikh veys, oder afile mayn mishpokhe so me meynt az ikh bin andere zakhn? TC 00:26:34.687 - 00:26:44.367 Emma mm TC 00:26:44.340 - 00:26:45.127 Esther ikh meyn, vel ikh bin um TC 00:26:44.728 - 00:26:46.949 Esther um, vi zogt men TC 00:26:47.985 - 00:26:50.172 Esther su, um TC 00:26:50.364 - 00:26:51.961 Esther azoy, ikh bin ashkenaz, ober me meynt az kh'bin sfardi, un me fregt mikh a gantsn tog, kimat a yeder tog, eyner geyt mikh fregn, tsi bistu from Morocco, tsi bistu, azoy vi, aramean oder epes? ikh veys nisht TC 00:26:53.857 - 00:27:06.237 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:26:56.692 - 00:26:58.070 Emma haha TC 00:26:58.920 - 00:26:59.875 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:27:02.615 - 00:27:04.550 Emma mhm TC 00:27:04.657 - 00:27:06.052 Esther ikh veys nisht, ikh meyn az ikh bin, b, uh efsher, azoy vi TC 00:27:07.070 - 00:27:12.751 Esther de poylishe zenen TC 00:27:13.719 - 00:27:15.755 Esther sh TC 00:27:15.913 - 00:27:16.497 Esther shvartsik, ikh veys nisht TC 00:27:16.554 - 00:27:18.134 Emma yo TC 00:27:17.752 - 00:27:18.725 Emma un, bistu a yidishist? TC 00:27:20.385 - 00:27:22.842 TC 00:27:23.659 - 00:27:24.901 Esther neyn? TC 00:27:23.670 - 00:27:24.912 Emma vos meynt es tsu zayn a yidishist TC 00:27:25.177 - 00:27:28.023 Esther kh'meyn a yidishist iz, eh? TC 00:27:28.417 - 00:27:30.886 Esther ikh meyn a yidishist iz eyner vos TC 00:27:30.886 - 00:27:32.900 Esther vos TC 00:27:33.665 - 00:27:34.689 TC 00:27:34.813 - 00:27:35.515 Esther vi zogt men, ts—probir tsu, tsurikbrengen yidish oder azoy vi tsu TC 00:27:36.956 - 00:27:41.877 Esther tsu es TC 00:27:41.884 - 00:27:43.666 Esther relive—ikh veys nisht vi azoy tsu zogn, tsu, tsu makhn az mentshn zoln mer yidish TC 00:27:44.837 - 00:27:50.208 Emma mhm TC 00:27:49.292 - 00:27:50.230 Esther vos efsher shtudirt yidish TC 00:27:50.208 - 00:27:52.711 Esther yo, vos iz invested in de shprakh, ikh meyn az ikh nitst es mer TC 00:27:52.886 - 00:27:57.014 Esther tsu nitstn vayl s'iz a shprakh vos ikh red TC 00:27:57.611 - 00:28:01.199 Esther oyb s'iz emes az ven ikh zing yidish, ven ikh zing yidish mit mayne elterns oder mayne fraynt, filt ikh azoy vi TC 00:28:01.475 - 00:28:08.101 Esther yo, this iz undzer kultur or whatever, ober ven TC 00:28:08.124 - 00:28:12.050 Emma mhm TC 00:28:10.605 - 00:28:11.409 Esther ven ikh zing azoy vi bay a yidish event, demolts fil ikh az ikh may be a TC 00:28:12.799 - 00:28:18.648 Esther a yidishist, oh ikh bin eyner fun de vos TC 00:28:18.857 - 00:28:21.719 Emma mm TC 00:28:21.050 - 00:28:22.057 Esther vos uh TC 00:28:22.485 - 00:28:24.031 Esther vos meyn ikh tsu zogn TC 00:28:24.358 - 00:28:25.617 Esther vos brengt tsurik de yidish? oder vos probir tsu, yo, ober ikh volt nisht gezogt az ikh bin a yidishist TC 00:28:26.248 - 00:28:32.215 Emma mhm TC 00:28:28.138 - 00:28:29.144 Emma mhm TC 00:28:29.876 - 00:28:30.629 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:28:31.614 - 00:28:32.840 Emma un TC 00:28:33.977 - 00:28:35.405 Emma yo, filstu, oytentinish ven du redst TC 00:28:35.479 - 00:28:38.797 Emma ale di shprakhn vos du redst? TC 00:28:39.579 - 00:28:41.699 Esther ale, oder nor, di yidish, spesifish TC 00:28:42.397 - 00:28:45.264 Emma di finf TC 00:28:44.000 - 00:28:45.175 Esther yo, ikh meyn az, um TC 00:28:46.295 - 00:28:48.955 Emma ikh meyn az TC 00:28:46.852 - 00:28:47.909 Esther hm TC 00:28:51.206 - 00:28:51.959 Esther oytentish, azoy vi nisht ven ikh red arabish vayl ikh red kekhum arabish, oder, di finf? yo, yo, ikh veys TC 00:28:52.033 - 00:28:59.570 Emma yo yo yo ober di finf vos du TC 00:28:54.885 - 00:28:56.701 Emma redst mer flisik TC 00:28:56.758 - 00:28:58.929 Esther az TC 00:28:59.610 - 00:29:00.582 Esther yo, ven ikh red yidish, azoy dos iz mayn mame loshn dos iz mayn ershter shprkah, english un fransteyzish zenen di shprakhn fun québec, far vos nisht dos iz vos ikh hob gelernt do, um TC 00:29:01.669 - 00:29:12.699 Emma mhm TC 00:29:08.790 - 00:29:09.470 Emma mhm TC 00:29:09.470 - 00:29:10.353 Esther hebreish iz nokh a yidishe shprakh, ikh gelernt des, uh, jewish school, un shpanish iz a shprakh vos TC 00:29:13.177 - 00:29:22.554 Esther iz a, uh, ikh veys nisht vi azoy tsu zogn es, um TC 00:29:22.864 - 00:29:26.755 Esther um, s'iz zeyer vert far mikh? azoy vi, s'iz a, ikh fil az TC 00:29:27.943 - 00:29:33.117 Esther in an an–andere lebns ikh bin latino, ikh veys nisht, dos iz zeyer, a sakh fun mayne fraynt redn shpanish, ikh meyn az s'iz TC 00:29:33.225 - 00:29:41.960 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:29:36.026 - 00:29:38.281 Esther a herlekhe shprakh un, um TC 00:29:42.287 - 00:29:44.677 Emma mhm TC 00:29:43.333 - 00:29:44.272 Esther yo TC 00:29:44.767 - 00:29:45.600 Esther ikh, ikh, ikh, ikh bin zeyer um, azoy vi ikh, ikh ze, uh, shpanish films, un series TC 00:29:45.600 - 00:29:52.709 Esther so ikh um TC 00:29:52.715 - 00:29:54.279 Esther yo ikh hob zeyer lib de shpanishe shprakh TC 00:29:54.673 - 00:29:57.282 Esther ikh bin oykh geven in shp–spain, azoy vi, ikh meyn az s'iz TC 00:29:57.710 - 00:30:01.704 Emma yo TC 00:30:01.440 - 00:30:02.244 TC 00:30:02.165 - 00:30:02.969 Emma un TC 00:30:03.802 - 00:30:04.319 TC 00:30:03.819 - 00:30:05.467 Esther efsher azoy vi dina malke, vos, vos hot zeyer lib japanese, haha, efsher azoy TC 00:30:07.177 - 00:30:13.567 Emma yo, yo TC 00:30:11.295 - 00:30:12.689 Emma un, uh TC 00:30:14.197 - 00:30:16.520 Emma ikh meyn az du host nisht gezogt? TC 00:30:18.399 - 00:30:20.936 Emma shoyn vegn dos ober TC 00:30:20.936 - 00:30:22.780 Emma hostu genitst yidish mer oder veyniker durkh dayn lebn? TC 00:30:23.023 - 00:30:28.029 Esther yo, ikh ikh ven ikh bin ufgevaksn in tosh un outrement hob ikh geredt yidish a sakh TC 00:30:28.204 - 00:30:33.715 Emma mhm TC 00:30:30.499 - 00:30:31.420 Emma mhm TC 00:30:32.372 - 00:30:33.108 Emma mhm TC 00:30:33.215 - 00:30:34.002 Esther un ikh meyn az TC 00:30:33.823 - 00:30:35.566 Esther yetst nits ikh veyniker yidish, ober efsher mer vi TC 00:30:35.566 - 00:30:39.537 Esther ven ikh ben geven in TC 00:30:39.695 - 00:30:41.596 Esther mhm, ven ikh bin aroyfgegangen [unintelligible] hoyz hob ikh getrakht az ikh volt geredt veyniker yidish vayl ikh voyn no mer mit zey ober mayne roommates TC 00:30:42.311 - 00:30:51.502 Emma mhm TC 00:30:48.487 - 00:30:49.325 Esther redn — may roommates redt yidish so TC 00:30:51.592 - 00:30:54.691 Esther esh iz geblibn di zelbe TC 00:30:55.862 - 00:30:57.492 Emma mhm TC 00:30:57.144 - 00:30:57.999 Esther oder a bisl veyniker, ikh veys nisht TC 00:30:58.089 - 00:31:00.074 Emma mhm TC 00:30:59.777 - 00:31:00.496 Emma yo TC 00:31:00.570 - 00:31:01.205 Emma un TC 00:31:02.021 - 00:31:03.216 Emma far vos redstu yidish? TC 00:31:03.216 - 00:31:05.930 Esther um TC 00:31:06.594 - 00:31:07.921 Esther ikh meyn az yidish is a herlekhe shprakh oykh TC 00:31:08.467 - 00:31:11.026 Esther s'iz oykh, mayn mame loshn, ikh volst nisht fargesn vayl s'iz azoy vi TC 00:31:11.150 - 00:31:15.397 Esther a por zakhn, eystns s'iz a herlekhe shprakh vos ikh meyn az a sakh, hist—historical zakhn vos zenen, in de shprakh azoy vi vi azoy ken men leyenen zakhn fun TC 00:31:16.129 - 00:31:25.525 Emma mhm TC 00:31:22.322 - 00:31:23.109 Emma mhm TC 00:31:23.149 - 00:31:23.800 Esther vos zenen, ge, ven geshribn, um, historically in yidish un me ken nisht yidish TC 00:31:25.525 - 00:31:31.141 Emma mhm TC 00:31:29.747 - 00:31:30.837 Esther um s'iz oykh de shprakh fun TC 00:31:31.232 - 00:31:34.156 Esther mayn mishpokhe vos voynt nokh in tosh azoy vi azoy ken ikh redn tsu mayn bobe oyb ikh red nisht keyn yidish, zi volt gekent redn tsu mikh in english ober s'iz volt geven zeyer TC 00:31:34.156 - 00:31:43.308 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:31:38.842 - 00:31:40.000 Emma mhm TC 00:31:41.542 - 00:31:42.481 Esther ikh veys nisht, ikh meyn az s'iz beser tsu redn tsu zey in yidish TC 00:31:43.871 - 00:31:46.936 Emma mhm TC 00:31:46.453 - 00:31:47.341 Esther um, so s'iz de shprakh fun mayn mishpokhe, s'iz a shprakh fun TC 00:31:47.246 - 00:31:50.733 Esther di yidn azoy vi historically, de shprakh fun um TC 00:31:51.482 - 00:31:55.542 Esther di lider vos ikh hob di merstns lib, azoy vi klezmer tunes un ale dee yidishe lider, des iz mayne TC 00:31:56.764 - 00:32:04.540 Emma mhm TC 00:31:59.430 - 00:32:00.672 Emma mhm TC 00:32:02.349 - 00:32:03.423 TC 00:32:04.540 - 00:32:05.060 Esther du volst gezogt balibste de vort ken nokh TC 00:32:05.420 - 00:32:07.996 Emma iz dos yidishist? balibste? TC 00:32:08.137 - 00:32:11.759 Esther yo, s'iz nisht ekht TC 00:32:10.618 - 00:32:12.311 Esther uh, s'iz, n—ikh veys nisht vos yidishists zogn ober s'iz nisht geven de vort vos ikh hob gezogt in tosh TC 00:32:12.311 - 00:32:16.720 Emma mhm TC 00:32:15.326 - 00:32:16.299 Esther eh, so ikh trakht az dem TC 00:32:17.216 - 00:32:21.192 Esther yo di lider vos ikh hob de merstns lib iz, zenen yidish TC 00:32:21.722 - 00:32:26.002 Emma mhm TC 00:32:23.747 - 00:32:24.685 Emma mhm TC 00:32:24.962 - 00:32:25.867 Esther vos eh—vos nokh? far vos ikh red yidish? tsu, yo, s'iz azoy vi, oyb du volst gekent epes a skill, azoy vi, biking volstu nisht gevolt es farlirn, so far vos volt, ikh nisht farlirn di yidish, yo TC 00:32:27.223 - 00:32:39.198 Emma mhm TC 00:32:33.551 - 00:32:34.304 Emma mhm TC 00:32:38.158 - 00:32:38.754 Emma mhm TC 00:32:38.754 - 00:32:39.519 Emma yo TC 00:32:39.626 - 00:32:40.278 Emma un, bistu a yid? TC 00:32:41.229 - 00:32:43.687 Esther yo, haha TC 00:32:43.744 - 00:32:44.632 Emma haha TC 00:32:44.132 - 00:32:45.290 Emma hostu itst a denominatsye oder epes azoy vi dos? TC 00:32:45.397 - 00:32:49.340 Esther deno?—oh fun, velkeh mine yid ikh bin TC 00:32:49.903 - 00:32:52.749 Emma mhm TC 00:32:52.249 - 00:32:53.035 Esther um, ikh volt gezogt, ikh bin a cultural jew? azoy vi, ikh bin a yid vayl ikh bin a yid, azoy vi ikh es di yidishe za— eh, ikh leyen, ikh red hebreish, ikh red yidish, ikh ikh TC 00:32:52.873 - 00:33:06.277 Emma mhm TC 00:32:57.547 - 00:32:58.503 Emma mhm TC 00:32:59.927 - 00:33:00.595 Esther ikh veys vos iz shabes, ikh tu shabes, ikh gey in shul, ikh, ikh leyen toyre, ikh hob gehat a bat mitsve, ikh bin a yid, culturally, ikh veys nisht oyb ikh, ikh gloyb nisht in got TC 00:33:06.277 - 00:33:17.825 Emma mhm TC 00:33:17.612 - 00:33:18.466 Esther um TC 00:33:18.050 - 00:33:19.229 Esther in mayn mishpokhe, nokh tosh, hot nisht gevust azoy vi [unintelligible] zenen no mer khasidish un tsu zenen gegangen ale mine, mayn tate hot undz genumen tsu ale mine, un, shuln, azoy vi, um TC 00:33:19.229 - 00:33:33.454 Emma mhm TC 00:33:24.328 - 00:33:25.334 Esther lubavitsh, un TC 00:33:33.454 - 00:33:35.155 Esther conservative un modern orthodox un orthodox un TC 00:33:35.668 - 00:33:40.117 Esther undz hobn ikh hob gehat a, ikh hob geleyent toyre un ikh hob gehat a bat mitsve in a reconstructionist synangogue vayl dort, uh, men un froyen hobn kimat de zelbe TC 00:33:40.275 - 00:33:48.976 Esther azoy vi, zey tuen kimat de zelbe zakhn TC 00:33:49.168 - 00:33:51.288 Emma mhm TC 00:33:50.974 - 00:33:51.946 Esther vos, beyde hobn a kippa az es, a couple TC 00:33:51.446 - 00:33:54.995 Emma mhm TC 00:33:53.555 - 00:33:54.444 Emma hmm TC 00:33:54.619 - 00:33:55.439 Esther ober, um TC 00:33:54.995 - 00:33:56.620 Esther ikh volt nisht gezogt, necessarily, az ikh bin a reconstructionist jew? vayl, ikh bin gegangen dort vayl TC 00:33:56.964 - 00:34:03.775 Esther froyen un mener hot ton kimat de zelbe zakhn, s'iz azoy vi egalitarian TC 00:34:04.457 - 00:34:08.197 Emma mhm TC 00:34:07.612 - 00:34:08.686 Esther vi ikh veys nisht oyb TC 00:34:08.591 - 00:34:09.901 Esther vos zeyer philosophy iz TC 00:34:10.228 - 00:34:13.158 Esther spetsyel azoy vi, interesant far mikh? TC 00:34:13.552 - 00:34:16.246 Emma mhm TC 00:34:15.746 - 00:34:16.735 Esther ikh meyn az TC 00:34:16.320 - 00:34:17.697 Esther yo, ikh bin a cultural jew, un ikh TC 00:34:17.872 - 00:34:20.701 Esther subscribe nisht tsu eyn zakh, specifically TC 00:34:20.994 - 00:34:23.857 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:34:23.475 - 00:34:24.822 Esther yo TC 00:34:24.774 - 00:34:25.510 TC 00:34:24.822 - 00:34:25.252 Emma anshuldik mir vayl, ikh hob a bisl TC 00:34:25.252 - 00:34:28.028 Emma efsher TC 00:34:28.028 - 00:34:28.987 Emma dayn tatns [unintelligible] um TC 00:34:29.094 - 00:34:31.704 Esther oh, yo TC 00:34:29.769 - 00:34:30.843 Emma ober vi aktiv bistu? ikh meyn az du host shoyn TC 00:34:31.794 - 00:34:35.394 Emma geredt a sakh ober, tsi du host andere zakhn tsu zogn? TC 00:34:35.394 - 00:34:40.242 Emma yidishe kehile, dos ken zayn jewish oder yidish TC 00:34:40.333 - 00:34:44.360 Esther oh, uh, ikh meyn az ikh bin zeyer aktiv vayl a sakh fun mayne fraynt zenen, zenen, yidn TC 00:34:44.180 - 00:34:51.211 Esther ikh, yo ikh gey nisht in shul yeder vokh ober ikh gey in shul ikh, ikh volt gezogt az yede TC 00:34:51.217 - 00:34:56.999 Esther um TC 00:34:58.136 - 00:34:59.145 Esther ikh bin, mer aktiv yets vi frier? afile bay mayn elterns hoyz TC 00:34:59.145 - 00:35:03.752 Esther hoyz, hobn minz nisht gegangen tsu a spets—nokh ven covid iz ongekumen hot men gestopt geyn tsu shul, me hot gegangen tsu shul azoy vi yede, a yede khoydesh TC 00:35:03.752 - 00:35:15.528 Emma mhm TC 00:35:11.619 - 00:35:12.946 Esther uh, oder tsvey mol a khoydesh, nokh covid hot men gestopt, un ikh meyn—ven me iz gegangen tsu shul hot men gegangen dort far purim un peysekh un az des, nokh covid hot me, iz mayn mishpokhe, um no mer gegangen vayl us iz gevorn antoysht TC 00:35:15.686 - 00:35:30.783 Emma mhm TC 00:35:23.938 - 00:35:24.944 Esther s'iz no mer geven a sakh kinder vos geyn tsu, azoy vi yunger mentshn vos geyen tsu shul, nor eltere mentshn, so, nokhn, ven ikh hob geton moishe house, its geven azoy vi, ikh bin geven mer TC 00:35:31.565 - 00:35:41.229 Emma mhm TC 00:35:34.839 - 00:35:35.795 Esther yi—mer a yid vi far dem, meyn ikh, azoy vi ikh hob on—tsurik ongefan— ikh hob geton ale, ikh hob gekent, vi zogt men TC 00:35:41.775 - 00:35:49.312 Emma mhm TC 00:35:43.834 - 00:35:44.755 Esther ale, khagim, me hot es geton vayl es iz azoy vi h—hob gehat a seykhlen az des, so ikh volt gezogt ikh bin zeyer aktiv, in TC 00:35:50.297 - 00:35:59.943 Emma mhm TC 00:35:52.220 - 00:35:53.092 Esther tsu merstns vayl ikh hob a, roommate vos iz zeyer religious, so TC 00:36:00.472 - 00:36:05.410 Esther yo TC 00:36:05.636 - 00:36:06.502 Esther s'iz vegn dem TC 00:36:06.502 - 00:36:08.077 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:36:07.695 - 00:36:08.937 Esther vayl mayn mishpokhe volt gegangen tsu a shul far purim, v—ober volt nisht geton a party in der heym far dem TC 00:36:08.758 - 00:36:14.877 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:36:14.512 - 00:36:15.738 Esther um, oder, volt nisht ge—shoyn yorn lang volt nisht ge—mayn mishpokhe ge, ge TC 00:36:15.238 - 00:36:21.880 Esther gemkaht a suke, azoy TC 00:36:22.393 - 00:36:23.892 Emma mhm TC 00:36:23.422 - 00:36:24.361 Esther vi, s'iz a sakh tsayt un energy vos TC 00:36:23.892 - 00:36:26.521 Esther vos des iz nisht a zakh vos zey, ikh meyn mayn eltern voltn ton ober TC 00:36:27.692 - 00:36:31.550 Emma mhm TC 00:36:28.637 - 00:36:29.407 Esther tsi, tsi TC 00:36:31.640 - 00:36:33.097 Esther legn azoy sakh TC 00:36:33.097 - 00:36:34.396 Esther koyekh in zayn a yid, azoy vi, uh s'iz shver tsu zogn TC 00:36:34.396 - 00:36:37.591 Esther zey voltn beser gevolt geyn tsu a chul vos hot shoyn a suke TC 00:36:37.867 - 00:36:41.911 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:36:41.411 - 00:36:42.772 Esther yo TC 00:36:42.272 - 00:36:43.329 Emma yo TC 00:36:42.964 - 00:36:43.818 Emma un, in der yidishe? nisht jewish oder yidishe kehile? TC 00:36:43.942 - 00:36:48.408 Esther oh, um TC 00:36:48.144 - 00:36:49.775 Esther des veys ikh nisht? ikh meyn azoy vi TC 00:36:51.317 - 00:36:53.639 Esther ven s'iz do yidish events TC 00:36:54.574 - 00:36:56.595 Esther ken ikh, gey ikh tsu, ah be— TC 00:36:56.595 - 00:36:59.220 Esther eh, a por fun de events ober ikh bin nisht meshuge TC 00:36:59.220 - 00:37:02.161 Esther vi zogt men, ikh volt gegagnen tsu yidishe events, I mean ikh gey tsu yidish vokh, ober ikh meyn nosht az ikh bin zeyer aktiv mit azoy vi orga—organizn a zelkhe mine zakhn TC 00:37:02.167 - 00:37:13.299 Emma mhm TC 00:37:06.386 - 00:37:07.190 Emma yo, yo TC 00:37:11.432 - 00:37:12.877 Emma un vos iz der untersheyd tsvishn TC 00:37:15.887 - 00:37:19.677 Emma tsu zayn a yid un tsu redn yidish TC 00:37:20.494 - 00:37:23.407 Emma oder tsu zayn ashkenazishe yid TC 00:37:23.430 - 00:37:25.786 Esther um TC 00:37:26.383 - 00:37:27.811 Esther ikh meyn az TC 00:37:29.404 - 00:37:30.497 Esther a shprakh iz a groyse TC 00:37:30.497 - 00:37:33.180 Esther za—azoy vi, s'iz a groys part fun zayn TC 00:37:33.180 - 00:37:35.962 Esther ashkenaze, yid, vayl TC 00:37:36.238 - 00:37:38.155 Emma mhm TC 00:37:37.335 - 00:37:38.274 Esther ikh veys nisht, a shprakh kumt mit a culture, ober me ken zayn culturally in a zakh on redn shprakh azoy me ken TC 00:37:38.584 - 00:37:45.159 Emma mhm TC 00:37:40.592 - 00:37:41.193 Esther ikh veys nisht, visn de historye, red—esn de esn, tuen yene khagim on redn de shprakh TC 00:37:45.249 - 00:37:52.921 Emma mhm TC 00:37:51.071 - 00:37:52.027 Emma mhm TC 00:37:52.303 - 00:37:53.225 Esther ober, ikh meyn oyb me redt nisht hebreish un me redt nisht, yidish? TC 00:37:53.315 - 00:37:57.882 Esther iz a bisl shver tsu zayn a yid vayl, ikh veys nisht, ales ale zakhn vos me tut hot efsher a hebrew song mit um, oder a TC 00:37:58.580 - 00:38:06.100 Esther oder a hebreishe TC 00:38:06.225 - 00:38:08.260 Esther um TC 00:38:08.773 - 00:38:09.931 Esther azoy vi, blessing, yo TC 00:38:10.680 - 00:38:13.542 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:38:12.519 - 00:38:13.880 Esther yo, me ken zayn a yid zikher, me ken zayn a yid TC 00:38:15.388 - 00:38:18.051 Esther oyb me zogt az men a yid meyn ikh ober TC 00:38:18.051 - 00:38:20.495 Emma mhm TC 00:38:19.472 - 00:38:20.085 Emma mhm TC 00:38:20.085 - 00:38:20.529 Esther tsu zayn accepted bay de andere yidn, ikh meyn az du darfts hobn epes a basis in vos du kenst epes, ober de shprakh iz nisht, ikh meyn az oyb me redt nisht yidish oder me redt nisht hebreish dos iz nisht an end all be all okay du bist nom a yid, yo, meyn az s'iz do a bunch of converts, de converts redn nisht TC 00:38:20.602 - 00:38:38.281 Emma mhm TC 00:38:33.731 - 00:38:34.670 Emma mhm TC 00:38:36.718 - 00:38:37.522 Esther yidish oder hebreish a sakh mol TC 00:38:38.574 - 00:38:40.782 Emma mhm TC 00:38:40.447 - 00:38:41.145 Esther vos zey kenen zeyer veynik TC 00:38:40.782 - 00:38:42.719 Emma mhm TC 00:38:41.145 - 00:38:41.808 Emma mhm TC 00:38:42.742 - 00:38:43.580 Esther yo TC 00:38:43.080 - 00:38:43.850 Emma yo TC 00:38:44.480 - 00:38:45.132 Esther ey—eyne vos iz, sorry, eyne vos iz eltern TC 00:38:46.033 - 00:38:49.624 Esther vos farg—vos hot fargesn zeyer yidish, iz nokh alts a yid, des iz nisht, yo TC 00:38:49.624 - 00:38:54.346 Emma mhm TC 00:38:52.361 - 00:38:53.604 Emma yo TC 00:38:53.930 - 00:38:54.785 Emma un, probirstu tsu farbesern dayn yidish? TC 00:38:55.955 - 00:38:59.645 Esther yo, ober azoy vi ikh hob gezogt, dos iz zeyer shver vayl TC 00:39:00.410 - 00:39:03.290 Esther farbesern ken meynen TC 00:39:03.735 - 00:39:05.534 Esther lernen mer verter ober ikh vil nisht TC 00:39:05.726 - 00:39:07.846 Esther andere verter zoln zayn yidishiste verter azoy vi TC 00:39:08.274 - 00:39:11.373 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:39:10.164 - 00:39:11.440 Esther yetst ven ikh red, iz shver? ober nor vayl ikh probir nisht tsu nitsn andere verter vos kumt tsu ersht tsum moyekh TC 00:39:12.763 - 00:39:19.844 Emma mhm TC 00:39:19.547 - 00:39:20.890 Esther vayl s'iz de verter vos ikh red mit sholyme oder yo, so TC 00:39:19.901 - 00:39:24.164 Emma mhm TC 00:39:22.618 - 00:39:23.945 Esther um TC 00:39:24.643 - 00:39:25.649 Esther ober yo, ikh probir tsu, es volt geven az, beser az ikh volt geredt mer yidish? TC 00:39:27.444 - 00:39:32.230 Esther ober ikh darf gedenken, ikh darf redn mer yidish mit mayn mishpokhe tsu gedenken undzere verter TC 00:39:32.524 - 00:39:37.327 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:39:36.911 - 00:39:38.120 Esther yo TC 00:39:37.620 - 00:39:38.255 Emma yo, un TC 00:39:40.725 - 00:39:42.794 Emma vi reagrin mentshn ven zey hern az du redst yidish TC 00:39:42.986 - 00:39:47.013 Esther oh, eybik zye zogn, vos redstu do? az—vos iz de shprakh vos du redst TC 00:39:47.019 - 00:39:51.805 Esther un undz zogn, oh s'iz azoy vi german ober andersh TC 00:39:52.065 - 00:39:56.345 Emma mhm TC 00:39:55.710 - 00:39:56.733 Esther un zye zogn uh wow TC 00:39:56.570 - 00:39:58.086 Emma haha TC 00:39:58.072 - 00:39:59.247 Esther haha, azoy vi, eybik TC 00:39:58.086 - 00:40:00.294 Emma un dos iz nisht yidishe mentshn? TC 00:40:00.064 - 00:40:02.150 Esther neyn neyn, dos iz nisht yidishe mentshn, oh vos trakhtn yidishe mentshn? yidishe mentshn hobn andere reaktsyes, azoy vi, oh wow amazing enk redn yidish, dos iz azoy special, vos TC 00:40:01.802 - 00:40:13.172 Emma beyde, yo TC 00:40:05.075 - 00:40:06.537 Emma mhm TC 00:40:08.180 - 00:40:09.187 Emma mhmh TC 00:40:10.239 - 00:40:11.060 Emma mhm TC 00:40:12.585 - 00:40:13.574 Esther keyner redt no mer des TC 00:40:13.172 - 00:40:15.430 Esther andere mentshn trakhtn oh vos iz de shprakh ikh hob keyn mol nisht gehert des TC 00:40:15.487 - 00:40:19.700 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:40:19.200 - 00:40:20.510 Esther zey trakhtn az, ikh meyn ven ikh red yidish, zey meynen az ikh TC 00:40:20.179 - 00:40:24.087 Esther like swear out people, oder nisht shw—like, s'iz zey zogn az, s'iz azoy vi TC 00:40:25.055 - 00:40:29.825 Emma ahum TC 00:40:26.270 - 00:40:27.732 Emma du redst yidish, yo, oder du redst yidish vayl du vilst az zey ken farshteyn nisht TC 00:40:29.949 - 00:40:37.030 Esther se klingt aggressive? I don't know TC 00:40:30.388 - 00:40:32.727 Esther oh yo ven ikh bin geven kleyn zikher ikh hob genitst TC 00:40:36.092 - 00:40:39.325 Esther yidish, tsu kenen redn z— mit mentshn, afile yetst ikh meyn volt, oyb ikh bin bay a plats un ikh volt zogn epes fu shlomo un ikh vil nisht az andere mentshn zoln farshteyn, zikher volt ikh geredt yidish, afile mot mayne brider, yo TC 00:40:39.585 - 00:40:52.218 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:40:46.925 - 00:40:48.775 Emma yo TC 00:40:49.929 - 00:40:51.037 Emma mhm TC 00:40:51.718 - 00:40:52.336 Esther yo s'iz oyb a gute zakh tsu hobn a secret language TC 00:40:53.085 - 00:40:56.268 Emma yo TC 00:40:55.768 - 00:40:56.555 Emma haha TC 00:40:56.645 - 00:40:57.601 Emma un TC 00:40:58.367 - 00:41:00.115 Emma yo TC 00:41:02.704 - 00:41:03.536 Emma meynstu az yidish iz a shprakh in sakone? TC 00:41:03.536 - 00:41:06.764 Esther um TC 00:41:07.850 - 00:41:09.397 Esther zikher, ober ikh meyn az s'iz do a sakh shprakhn vos zenen, in sakone azoy vi du zogst TC 00:41:11.479 - 00:41:17.294 Esther um TC 00:41:17.689 - 00:41:19.404 Emma mhm TC 00:41:18.212 - 00:41:19.218 Esther yo, ikh veys nisht oyb s'iz mer in sakone vi TC 00:41:20.540 - 00:41:23.268 Esther s'iz do, ikh veys nisht, s'iz do a sakh indigenous languages vos zenen TC 00:41:23.612 - 00:41:27.200 Esther zeyer zeyer shtark in sakone meyn ikh vayl s'iz do kimat keyner vos redt, redt ez no mer TC 00:41:27.392 - 00:41:32.212 Emma mhm TC 00:41:28.759 - 00:41:29.917 Emma mhm TC 00:41:31.779 - 00:41:32.617 Esther ikh meyn yidish, s'iz do a sakh mentshn redn yidish in TC 00:41:32.555 - 00:41:35.907 Esther zey, zeyer a sakh mol, s'iz vegn yidishistn brengen es tsurik un makhn azoy vi yidish vokh un ales des TC 00:41:37.685 - 00:41:44.969 Emma mhm TC 00:41:42.647 - 00:41:43.670 Esther un ale khasidishe mentshn vos redn yidish, ober afile de khasidshe mentshn ikh meyn, ven ikh bin gegangen lestns in tosh TC 00:41:45.077 - 00:41:52.456 Emma mhm, mm TC 00:41:46.933 - 00:41:48.024 Esther far a, s'iz geven a khasene, undz hobn geven in tosh far a khasene, fun mayne cousin TC 00:41:52.456 - 00:41:58.149 Esther un um TC 00:41:58.155 - 00:41:59.870 Esther mayn cousin hot gehat a khasene, keyner nisht undz invited, undz hobn gelernt gegangen, tsi z'anderet un zey zenen geven aozy oh my god vos tutstu do, em TC 00:42:00.703 - 00:42:09.472 Esther ale mayne mumen vos hobn geredt tsu mikh kimat eybik in english, ikh veys nisht oyb zey hobn getrakht az ikh veys no mer yidish? oder vayl zey redn mer TC 00:42:09.664 - 00:42:17.870 Emma mhm TC 00:42:12.937 - 00:42:14.045 Emma mhm TC 00:42:15.536 - 00:42:16.846 Esther tsi sakh english yetst, nisht tsi sakh, azoy vi, s'iz nisht shlekht, ober ikh meyn tsu z— zey redn mer yidish efsher vayl TC 00:42:17.870 - 00:42:24.080 Esther de internet un efsher, de culture iz andersh yetst, efsher in tosh red men a sakh mer english yetst, ikh veys nisht TC 00:42:24.080 - 00:42:31.038 Emma mhm TC 00:42:26.134 - 00:42:27.545 Emma hostu gehert TC 00:42:30.791 - 00:42:32.084 Emma vi azoy zogn, zey redn TC 00:42:32.327 - 00:42:35.223 Esther tsvishn zey? yo, ikh meyn in yidish TC 00:42:34.723 - 00:42:36.762 Esther ikh meyn in yidish ober TC 00:42:36.762 - 00:42:40.508 Esther english, zey hobn geredt tsu mir in english, un ikh hob zey geenfert in yidish, ikh hob gehat TC 00:42:40.508 - 00:42:44.406 Emma mhm TC 00:42:44.004 - 00:42:44.808 Esther conversations vu zey redn tsu mikh in english un ikh enfert in yidish, s'iz geven zeyer interesant, so, ikh veys nisht TC 00:42:44.406 - 00:42:50.596 Emma mm, mhm TC 00:42:46.907 - 00:42:48.554 Esther es ken zayn az di yungere mentshn redn mer english, es ken zayn az in school zey lernen mer english so zey, zey redn beyde, efsher zey redn tsu mikh specifically in english, ober, yo TC 00:42:51.244 - 00:43:03.087 Emma mhm TC 00:42:53.640 - 00:42:54.967 Emma mhm TC 00:43:01.318 - 00:43:02.392 Emma yo TC 00:43:02.600 - 00:43:03.573 Esther um, vos iz geven de shayle? ikh gedenk shoyn nisht. oyb s'iz in sakone? yo, ale khasidishe mentshn redn, redn nokh english TC 00:43:03.087 - 00:43:10.947 Esther ikh meyn, uh, nisht lubavitshe mentshn meyn ikh, zey redn english TC 00:43:11.004 - 00:43:14.170 Emma mhm TC 00:43:13.147 - 00:43:14.103 Esther ober, yo, yidish iz TC 00:43:14.261 - 00:43:17.410 Esther efsher yo in sakone ober nisht TC 00:43:17.484 - 00:43:19.975 Esther nisht azoy sakh vi andere? shprakhn TC 00:43:21.045 - 00:43:24.279 Emma mhm TC 00:43:23.576 - 00:43:24.447 Emma un, vi filstu ven dey, ven du trakhst vegn di tsukunft fun yidish TC 00:43:25.078 - 00:43:30.185 Esther oh ven ikh trakht fun vi aozy, s, s'iz geyt efsher avek? azoy TC 00:43:31.237 - 00:43:34.606 Esther um, dos iz nisht gut, s'zol TC 00:43:34.865 - 00:43:38.268 Esther zol nisht geshen, ikh meyn az um TC 00:43:38.291 - 00:43:41.272 Esther yo, ikh meyn as s'iz zeyer a TC 00:43:42.020 - 00:43:44.022 Esther a, vertike shprakh tsu redn un tsu farshteyn un tsu TC 00:43:45.311 - 00:43:50.114 Esther um TC 00:43:51.285 - 00:43:52.325 Esther yo TC 00:43:52.635 - 00:43:53.506 Esther um TC 00:43:54.289 - 00:43:55.430 Emma meynstu az es vet geyn avek? oder neyn TC 00:43:57.140 - 00:44:01.083 Esther mm TC 00:44:01.950 - 00:44:02.821 Esther hm TC 00:44:04.802 - 00:44:05.656 Esther ikh meyn az TC 00:44:06.050 - 00:44:07.377 Esther vegn di yidishistn meyn ikh az efsher nisht? ober efsher TC 00:44:09.020 - 00:44:13.233 Esther de yidish vos de yidishistn redn iz nisht TC 00:44:13.712 - 00:44:16.524 Esther ikh veys nisht TC 00:44:16.985 - 00:44:18.037 Esther di yidishistn redn, ikh veyst nisht oyb s'iz a yidish vos exist historically? oder s'iz azoy vi hebreish vos iz TC 00:44:18.037 - 00:44:24.809 Emma mhm TC 00:44:24.680 - 00:44:25.788 Esther veysts azoy de, de torah iz geshribn eyn hebreish, s'iz gevorn a modern ju—judai, um, a modern, hebrew TC 00:44:25.136 - 00:44:32.082 Emma mhm TC 00:44:31.633 - 00:44:32.639 Esther vos iz nisht de zelbe vi de alte TC 00:44:32.764 - 00:44:35.305 Emma yo TC 00:44:34.012 - 00:44:34.985 Esther un ikh volt, ikh meyn az me hot gemakht a sakh naye verter, un ales des, ikh, ikh veys nisht oyb de yidishist yidish iz historical? oder s'iz azoy vi me hot gekukt af alte yidish un me hot gemkaht azoy a naye shprakh TC 00:44:35.379 - 00:44:46.224 Emma mhm TC 00:44:38.585 - 00:44:39.659 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:44:45.724 - 00:44:47.067 Esther azoy vi a modern yidish? TC 00:44:46.314 - 00:44:48.336 Esther vayl oyb s'iz a, vi a modern yidish, demolts, yo, s'iz geve— me geyt es nokh redn vayl ale yidishistn az des, azoy vi TC 00:44:48.336 - 00:44:58.098 Esther ikh veys nosht oyb des iz de TC 00:44:58.098 - 00:45:00.061 Esther vi zogt men TC 00:45:00.067 - 00:45:01.344 Esther de historical yidish, ikh meyn de yidish vos, vos me redt in poylishe hungarishe heyzer vos kumt fun de bobe, vos me hot geredt far de milkhome un ales des, de yidish TC 00:45:01.721 - 00:45:14.304 Emma mhm TC 00:45:03.071 - 00:45:03.959 Emma mhm TC 00:45:10.699 - 00:45:11.840 Esther ikh meyn az yetst, eyntsike mentshn vos redn des iz kh, khasidim, neyn? oder TC 00:45:14.867 - 00:45:19.062 Esther efsher khasidishe mentshn, oder mentshn vos zenen nisht khasidish ober, um TC 00:45:19.119 - 00:45:24.699 Esther kumen fun de vos, vos zenen geven fun europe TC 00:45:25.262 - 00:45:28.934 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:45:28.670 - 00:45:29.997 Esther so yene mentshn efsher geyen stopn redn yidish, ikh veys nisht oyb, khasidim geyen continue redn yidish eybik, vayl TC 00:45:29.126 - 00:45:37.068 Emma mhm TC 00:45:32.029 - 00:45:33.069 Esther ikh veys nisht de influence fun de outside world? ikh veys nisht TC 00:45:38.053 - 00:45:40.797 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:45:40.399 - 00:45:41.894 Esther ober TC 00:45:41.057 - 00:45:41.979 Esther zey hobn a, vi zogt men, zey hobn an interes in, haltn de yidish vayl, des iz a veg tsu haltn mentsh khasidish az kenen nisht redn de andere shprakhn, oder nisht azoy gut oder, s'iz a, vi zogt men, tsu makhn a TC 00:45:42.356 - 00:45:56.190 Emma mhm TC 00:45:48.937 - 00:45:49.640 Esther um TC 00:45:56.190 - 00:45:57.352 Esther epes vos teylt zey fun andere mentshn, azoy vi, vos zey, vos de de TC 00:45:58.286 - 00:46:04.574 Esther de vesh vos zey hobn, af de shprakh TC 00:46:04.580 - 00:46:07.780 Emma mhm TC 00:46:07.314 - 00:46:08.202 Esther ober, ikh veys nisht TC 00:46:07.989 - 00:46:09.620 Emma mhm TC 00:46:09.424 - 00:46:10.210 Esther yo TC 00:46:10.149 - 00:46:10.970 Emma un TC 00:46:12.410 - 00:46:13.737 Emma vos iz gut yidish? TC 00:46:13.912 - 00:46:16.606 Emma un TC 00:46:16.933 - 00:46:18.024 Esther okh TC 00:46:17.135 - 00:46:17.956 Emma vos der batsiung vegn gut yidish un klal yidish TC 00:46:18.874 - 00:46:22.327 TC 00:46:22.552 - 00:46:23.069 Esther vos iz klal yidish? TC 00:46:22.569 - 00:46:23.896 Emma klal iz, klal? TC 00:46:23.396 - 00:46:28.081 Esther vos hostu gezogt? velkhe vort? TC 00:46:24.830 - 00:46:26.545 Esther klal? TC 00:46:27.050 - 00:46:28.022 Esther azoy vi shlekhte yidish? TC 00:46:29.201 - 00:46:30.899 Emma neyn, klal iz TC 00:46:30.720 - 00:46:33.599 Esther oh official? TC 00:46:33.099 - 00:46:34.055 Emma like klolim? TC 00:46:34.432 - 00:46:35.844 Emma rules? yo TC 00:46:36.154 - 00:46:37.582 Esther like like like TC 00:46:38.550 - 00:46:40.096 Emma di standard TC 00:46:40.220 - 00:46:41.699 Esther like standard, okay yo yo okay TC 00:46:41.199 - 00:46:43.437 Emma yo TC 00:46:41.975 - 00:46:42.816 Emma yo TC 00:46:42.816 - 00:46:43.336 Esther vos iz de TC 00:46:44.490 - 00:46:46.183 Esther so vos iz de shayle? TC 00:46:46.183 - 00:46:47.622 Emma vos iz gut yidish TC 00:46:47.949 - 00:46:50.322 Emma un vos iz der batsiung tsvishn dos un standard yidish TC 00:46:50.548 - 00:46:54.271 Esther batsiung meynt relationship? TC 00:46:54.058 - 00:46:55.793 Emma mhm TC 00:46:55.324 - 00:46:56.026 Esther okay TC 00:46:55.793 - 00:46:56.600 Esther vos iz gut yidish un de batsiung TC 00:46:58.024 - 00:46:59.958 TC 00:47:00.234 - 00:47:00.751 Esther um TC 00:47:00.251 - 00:47:01.392 Esther ikh meyn, gut yidish iz yidish vos flowed, azoy vi, me ken redn, aozy nisht mayn yidish. gut yidish iz ven me ken redn un trakhtn fun dem azoy vi es kumt naturally, aroys fun moyl TC 00:47:03.677 - 00:47:16.377 Emma mhm TC 00:47:12.553 - 00:47:13.407 Emma mhm TC 00:47:14.831 - 00:47:15.500 Esther des iz gut yidish azoy vi ikh volt gezogt funem andere shprakhn, azoy vi gut english iz du redst english on stopn un tsu makhsts sense un mentshn farshteyn dokh un du darftst nisht trakhtn tsu sakh vegn dem TC 00:47:16.620 - 00:47:26.210 Emma mhm TC 00:47:22.965 - 00:47:23.482 Emma mhm TC 00:47:25.715 - 00:47:26.620 Esther so, ikh volt gezogt, yo, gute yidish flows, un gute yidish me farshteyt dos, un gute yidish mentshn ken es redn TC 00:47:26.210 - 00:47:32.960 Esther in lebn tsuzamen un ale s'iz gut, um, un az es zol zayn genug related tsu de alte yidish az me ken nokh farshteyn de lider un ale de, leyen de bikher, so nisht zayn a gute yidish ober mit no relationship mit alte, mit yidish historically, so flowen fun de historical yidish un tsu zayn TC 00:47:32.960 - 00:47:54.059 Emma mhm TC 00:47:35.115 - 00:47:35.665 Emma mhm TC 00:47:41.915 - 00:47:42.871 Emma mhm TC 00:47:49.357 - 00:47:50.144 Esther nisht shver tsu redn TC 00:47:54.369 - 00:47:56.034 Esther um, azoy vi TC 00:47:56.225 - 00:47:58.210 Esther yo TC 00:47:58.385 - 00:47:59.155 Esther de, de shprkah un oykh ven ikh zog az de mentshn redt a gut yidish meynt az zey, tse flowed un s'iz gut, um, vos ikh trakht fun standard yidish? TC 00:47:59.617 - 00:48:07.728 Emma mhm TC 00:48:04.730 - 00:48:05.703 Esther um TC 00:48:07.954 - 00:48:09.095 Esther ikh trakht az, standard anything is not necessarily good? azoy vi, what is standard english TC 00:48:10.670 - 00:48:16.621 Emma mhm TC 00:48:16.054 - 00:48:17.212 Esther I don't know if anyone speaks standard english, does anyone speak standard french? I don't, s'iz plain vos me lernt in school az me zol kenen, ikh veys nisht, hobn rules? ikh veys nisht, s— TC 00:48:17.269 - 00:48:27.624 Emma ac—académie français, yo TC 00:48:21.842 - 00:48:25.025 Emma mhm TC 00:48:27.124 - 00:48:28.096 Esther s'iz, probably important tsu hobn rules, tsu kenen zikh farshteyn, ober TC 00:48:28.170 - 00:48:33.867 Esther ikh veys nisht oyb standard iz gute yidish bekhlal, azoy vi, s'iz plain a TC 00:48:34.616 - 00:48:39.301 Esther framework? efsher, tsu kenen redn a shprakh TC 00:48:39.915 - 00:48:43.824 Esther ober azoy vi standard french iz nisht a french vos me redt TC 00:48:44.285 - 00:48:47.809 Emma mhm, hmm TC 00:48:47.340 - 00:48:48.650 Esther keyner redt nisht des french TC 00:48:47.809 - 00:48:49.325 Emma yo TC 00:48:49.010 - 00:48:49.893 Emma yo TC 00:48:49.893 - 00:48:50.523 Esther so TC 00:48:50.445 - 00:48:51.451 Esther yo TC 00:48:51.795 - 00:48:53.139 TC 00:48:53.482 - 00:48:54.100 Esther efsher standard is important ven me shraybt? TC 00:48:54.242 - 00:48:57.082 Esther ober me redt TC 00:48:57.082 - 00:48:58.690 Esther iz do a sakh slang, un do a sakh expressions, ven me shraybt, me zol es kenen leyenen in tsvansik yor, darft zayn epes a standard TC 00:48:59.321 - 00:49:08.664 Emma mhm TC 00:49:06.881 - 00:49:07.938 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:49:08.164 - 00:49:09.372 Emma yo TC 00:49:09.851 - 00:49:10.638 Emma un, vi oft yetst redstu mit mentshn vos zenen khasidish nokh alts? TC 00:49:11.049 - 00:49:18.012 Esther oh, um TC 00:49:17.884 - 00:49:19.531 Esther nisht a sakh bekhlal, azoy vi TC 00:49:20.398 - 00:49:22.487 Emma mhm TC 00:49:21.680 - 00:49:22.518 Esther kimat keyn mol nisht? TC 00:49:22.487 - 00:49:23.767 Esther I mean TC 00:49:24.364 - 00:49:24.880 Emma ober dayn kuzin? neyn? TC 00:49:24.380 - 00:49:27.024 Esther oh, yo, so ve, mayne ikh hob eyn mume vos ikh red mit, ober zi redt tsu mikh in english TC 00:49:27.367 - 00:49:34.786 Emma mhm TC 00:49:33.139 - 00:49:34.044 Emma mm, mhm TC 00:49:34.505 - 00:49:36.592 Esther um, zi iz zeyer, azoy vi, kh'veys nisht vi me zogt, anglicisi—azoy vi, zi voynt in nyu york, zi, zi redt a sakh english ikh meyn efsher in der heym redt zi english? so zi redt tsu mikh in english TC 00:49:35.585 - 00:49:47.817 Emma mmm TC 00:49:42.150 - 00:49:43.426 Esther ikh meyn ikh entfert ir a por mol in yidish, a por mol redt men TC 00:49:47.817 - 00:49:51.155 Esther mistome in yidish, ober tsu merstns red zi english? ober ikh red yo, ikh red tsu ir TC 00:49:51.296 - 00:49:56.592 Emma mhm TC 00:49:53.979 - 00:49:54.850 Esther uh, zi iz nokh khasidish, ikh tsu ir efsher TC 00:49:56.592 - 00:49:59.407 Esther eyn mol yede por kha, khadoshim? TC 00:50:00.544 - 00:50:03.035 Emma mm TC 00:50:02.754 - 00:50:03.271 Esther vayl ikh hob nisht ekht a TC 00:50:03.446 - 00:50:05.667 Esther azoy vi du volst gezogt, batsiung, mit mentshn vos zaynen nokh alts khasidish TC 00:50:05.724 - 00:50:09.987 Emma haha TC 00:50:07.817 - 00:50:08.890 Emma mhm TC 00:50:09.369 - 00:50:10.274 Esther ober um TC 00:50:10.027 - 00:50:11.439 Esther yo, ikh red nisht tsu mayne bobes, mumes, nisht ekht TC 00:50:12.913 - 00:50:16.783 Esther mayn cousin, ikh bon oykh gegangen tsu de khasene ober, undz zenen nisht azoy vi fraynt, ikh hob nisht keyn relationship mit mayne khasidishe mishpokhe TC 00:50:16.783 - 00:50:24.604 Emma mhm TC 00:50:21.215 - 00:50:22.239 Emma mhm TC 00:50:24.152 - 00:50:24.669 Esther yo, so kimat keyn mol, ven ikh bin geven a bisl yunger, iz es geven a sakh ex khasid, khasidim in mayn lebn vayl mayne eltern hobn gehat a sakh um TC 00:50:24.604 - 00:50:35.519 Esther me hot gegangen mit uh, OTD mentshn azoy vi me zogt off the derech, ober yetst, letstns, nisht azoy sakh TC 00:50:35.897 - 00:50:44.919 Emma mhm, mhm TC 00:50:44.705 - 00:50:45.948 Emma un, yo TC 00:50:46.798 - 00:50:48.800 Emma dos iz mer veyniker di letste frage TC 00:50:48.874 - 00:50:51.469 Emma uh, may disertatsye TC 00:50:51.469 - 00:50:53.626 Emma meyn ikh az es vet zayn vegn TC 00:50:53.869 - 00:50:56.743 Emma variatsye in aroysred TC 00:50:56.743 - 00:50:58.650 Emma in TC 00:50:58.650 - 00:50:59.600 Esther azoy vi vi azoy ikh red, yo, pronunciation un azoy mine? yo TC 00:50:59.100 - 00:51:02.890 Emma yo yo, yo yo TC 00:51:00.230 - 00:51:03.214 Emma un yo, hostu andere zakhn vos du vilst zogn? TC 00:51:03.214 - 00:51:07.745 Esther um TC 00:51:07.740 - 00:51:08.915 TC 00:51:07.745 - 00:51:08.240 Emma un hostu tsyat? TC 00:51:08.415 - 00:51:10.585 Esther yo TC 00:51:09.917 - 00:51:10.569 Esther um, s'iz geven azoy vi a sho, um, andere zakhn tsu zogn TC 00:51:10.727 - 00:51:16.255 Emma tsi nisht dos iz okay TC 00:51:19.384 - 00:51:21.318 Esther ikh veys nisht ikh ken nisht trakhtn fun epes TC 00:51:21.105 - 00:51:23.144 Emma dos iz gut TC 00:51:23.569 - 00:51:24.426